Making It In America (Sequel to Mindless At First Love)

She's Gone..........

Vicky’s POV: I woke up with a back acke and I still had yesterday’s clothes on? when I realised I had fell asleep on the floor? At first I was confused when I remembered! Claire and tamara had an argument and tamara ran n the bathroom to……………………

I sprung to my feet about to knock on the bathroom door when it just opened alone. It wasn’t locked.. I went in but Tamara wasn’t there?? Walked more in the room when I stepped on something? I removed my foot from over it and looked to see a razor….it had blood on it. Then I saw a blade of broken glass near it which also had blood on it and a few drops on the floor….

Tears formed in my eyes, tamara was cutting herself.. I saw her clothes in the dirty basket and they had blood on them….. I noticed her sweats were gone so I ran to her room……….she wasn’t there?? Her jordans were gone, so was her favourite snapback? my heart beat increased because I had the worse feeling………….she was gone….

I ran back towards the bathroom and woke up Claire i told her that I think tamara ran away, I helped her up as we both started searching the whole house but she was no where to be found. Claire ran downstairs to call the police I ran to my room to see if she was hiding under my bed or in my cupboard… but she wasn’t there. 

Claire came into my room saying she was going to look around for her and said I should stay here Incase Tamara came back so I nodded and Claire soon left. She can’t be gone… why would she leave…without a goodbye…? I was crying by now hot ears were flowing down my cheeks, my best friend is gone. I threw myself on my bed hugging my pillow as I cried when I felt ruffling under my pillow, I pulled my pillow up and saw a piece of paper I sat up on my bed wiping my tears and read the note:

Hi vicky, 

Um I don’t know where to start..well its kinda of hard to write right now   I   sort  of cut myself last night   and   my  arms  are   in  pain  I  just  want  to   say   im   sorry for  all   the bad  and pain I   caused  you  I  hope one  day  you  can  forgive  me  tell Claire   I will  be   out   of hher   hair   from  noww  I  am   leaving  not   sure   where    but  I will be back    thanks   for   being  such  a   great   friend   even  though   I   didn’t   deserve   it   I’ll  seee  you   sooon 

Tamara  

Hot fresh tears strolled down my cheeks…….I was right….she was gone….I gripped the note in my hand as I hugged my knees and buried my head between them and I cried hard… where did she go?….why did she go…..I had bad feelings and urges that something would happen to her. 

I didn’t wanna be alone right now, I wanted to be held, I couldn’t even call roc because we were in an argument right now……but being alone wasn’t what I wanted, I mean he can’t still be mad at me? Can he? I hate when we fight and I really needed him. I hesitated but then I got the courage so I got my phone and dialled his number…it rang about 5 times why was he not picking up? Then I heard a noise someone had answered the call but the voice didn’t sound like roc…………

*Phone call*

??:hello?

Vicky: *sniffs* roc?

??: um naw its ray ray

Vicky: oh *sniffs* ok um ray do u know where roc is?

Ray: um no I don’t, all  know is he got real mad and heated and he just left the house and left his phone..

Vicky: *silently crying, tears stroll down* oh… ok.. Um..dw

Ray: Vicky? Are you ok?

Vicky: um…no not really *sniffs*

Ray: whats wrong? Are you crying?

Vicky: um yh I am….don’t worry really I’ll be fine…

Ray: you don’t sound fine… are u alone? Where’s tamara..

Vicky: *bursts into tears, crying hard*

Ray: oh shit I didn’t mean to make it worse uhhh….look vicky u stay here and imma come over ok?

Vicky: *sniffs* ok

Ray: I’ll be there in 10!  *ended the call*

*when ray got there*

Vicky: *opens the door, sees ray ray*

Ray: vicky.. *sees her crying*

Vicky: *hugs him and cries in his chest*

Ray: *comes in the house and closes the door before rubbing her back softly* vicky whats wrong?

Vicky: *just crying in his chest not saying a word* 

Ray: *hugging her, rubbing her back*

*10 minutes later…ray and vicky were in vicky‘s bedroom*

Ray: *sitting on vicky‘s bed hugging her* vicky please tell me whats wrong?

Vicky: *crying in his chest, lifts her head* its tamara….. *bowing her head*

Ray: What about her? *looking at her*

Vicky: *goes under her pillow and shows ray the note* 

Ray: *reads the note…*

Vicky: she ran away………..*crying again*

Ray: why…?

Vicky: well…. *tells him everything that happened*

Ray: woow! don’t u think Claire was being a bit too harsh *reading the note again*

Vicky: yh *looks at him*

Ray: do u know where  she could have gone? *looking at her*

Vicky: *shakes her head* no… we’ve only been here for like 2 weeks and the only time she decided to leave the house was today…*feels tears again*

Ray: *pulls her back into his chest* its ok vicky don’t cry please….Tamara’s a strong girl maybe she just needs a break she’ll be back before you know it. And as for he’ll come to his senses there’s no way he would pass up a beautiful girl like you.

Vicky: you think I’m beautiful? *raises her head from his chest and looks at him*

Ray: wh..what….I meant was…umm…….

*just then thy heard a door open and close when Claire came into vicky‘s room……*

Claire: *a lil shocked when she sees ray* 

Vicky: *jumping to her feet* did you find her?

Claire: no :( I looked everywhere, and I’ve got the police looking too….

Vicky: Claire, I think you need to look at this… *taking the note fro ray*

Claire: see what? *vicky gives Claire the note, Claire looks at it*

Vicky: read it… *bows her head*

Claire: *reads the note, covers her mouth* this is all my fault….tamara……where did you go?

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Tamara’s POV: feels  like I’ve been walking for ages and I’m starting to feel the pain in my arms again, the medication was wearing off which I left back at the house but I had come too far to turn back, I walked all the way to downtown and I was waiting at the bus stop when I felt someone tap my shoulder, I turned but it wasn’t the person I was hoping it would be…..

??: hello again mami, where’s your boyfriend? or you here all alone? *getting close to her*

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