Fluorescent

//Part 7\\

The night poured over the windows, swallowing the dim light.
I sat on the couch scrolling through the tv channels, until I was interrupted by the sound of Lily screaming at someone.
"FINE! If you don't want to sleep in my room, DONT!" Lily yelled while slamming a door shut.
"It's not much to ask just to sleep on the couch! I do need my space!" I heared Jack yell as he stomped down the stairs.
He sighed, and walked into the kitchen. I heard him get a glass of water and walk into the living room where I was.
He saw me sitting on the couch with my eyes wide.
"Oh... I didn't know you were down here. Can I sit?" He asked pointing to the seat next to me.
I nodded and continued scrolling.
"So... What was all that yelling about?" I asked, not making eye contact.
"Oh, sorry about that. Lily wanted me to sleep in her room with her, and I could tell she wanted to like do the do. One reason was she had a condom on her night stand. Second reason, she had candles all over the room. And third, as we were kissing she grabbed my dick... I jumped up and said that I wanted to sleep on the couch, she got pissed."
"Oh." I said. I felt so stupid cause that's all I could say.
He leaned back on the couch and sighed once more.

We decided to watch a few episodes of Bob's Burgers. We laughed a few times.
As I was laughing I noticed that Jack was closer to me than he was before. In between episodes I saw him scoot closer and closer.
He was just... Ugh!
His shirt was off and we was wearing black stripped pajama pants. He had a vey defined six pack.
I just... I just wanted to rub my face on his abs.
I know that sounds weird, but I wanted to.
I was wearing a tank top with pajama shorts and black fluffy socks.
Jack was starring at me. My eyes were glued to the tv but I could feel his gaze upon me.
He was so close I could feel his warmth.
I finally turned my head to be face to face with Jack. His bright green eyes were looking straight into mine.
"You're so beautiful." He said, breaking the silence.
I felt myself blush and I looked down.
He tipped my chin up with his finger.
Before I knew it, his lips crashed into mine.
Our lips moved in sync with each other. I shifted myself so that I my body was facing him.
He pulled me closer and placed one of his hands on my cheek while the other was on my waist.

I knew this was wrong, but it felt so right. His kisses became more aggressive.
He pulled me on to his lap and kissed me hard. He bit my bottom lip causing it to bleed a little.
His hands lingered around my lower back until he reached my butt. I jumped in surprise as he squeezed it.
He started to kiss down my neck.
"J-Jack, I dont know if we should do this..."
He stopped and looked at me.
"Fluorescent, I've wanted to do this since the day I laid my eyes on you."
He continued to kiss me, but I pushed him away.
"If you wanted me, then why did you date my sister?"
He sighed.
"Well, I honestly thought you didn't like me..." He said looking down.
"Well I thought you didn't like me!" I said smiling. He started laughing.
I leaned in and kissed him softly. I was on his lap with my legs on both sides of him.
I reached my hands down to his abs and ran my hands across them.
His hands snake they're way under my shirt gently taking it off. Leaving me in my black bra.
He admired me and moved me so that he was above me.

He kissed down my neck and I could feel him leaving hickeys. I panic and squirmed out of his reach.
"Are there hickeys on my neck!?" I said feeling around my neck.
His eyes widened and he nodded.
"Oh shit. Oh shit!" I said pacing around the living room.
"Calm down!" He said trying to hug me. I pushed him away and sat on the floor holding my knees.
"Lily is gonna fucking kill me." I say with my head in my hands.
Jack sits next to me and leans his head on my shoulder.
"Get the fuck off of me." I growl.
"Wha-" I cut him off.
"You did this! You made me think you didn't like me! You went out with my sister! Then you kissed me! Aggressively! Why didn't you just tell me how you felt! Instead of GOING OUT WITH MY SISTER! Then you leave hickeys on my neck, knowing that my sister will see them!" I scream at him.
He stairs in shock/sadness.
"Fluorescent, I'm sor-"
"Just stop." I say as I walk out of the living room and out the front door.

The cold night air surrounds me as I walk. I find a bench and sit. I'm so confused with myself.

I really like Jack, but he's dating Lily. And if he liked me, why didn't he just tell me?
Did he do it to make me jealous? Or did he try to forget about me? Did he know that Lily was my sister?

My thoughts consumed me.
A blast of cold air hit me in the face and I shivered. I felt a warm hand on my shoulder.
I flinched and turned to see Jack.
He sat next to me. He took his hoodie off and wrapped it around me.
He pulled me close to him and hugged me tightly.
"We'll work this out." He said smiling.
I kissed him once more.