𝕤𝕖𝕣𝕖𝕟𝕚𝕥𝕪: 𝒏𝒐𝒖𝒏 ;
the absence of mental stress / anxiety
ᶠⁱⁿᵈ ʸᵒᵘʳ ᵖᵉᵃᶜᵉ | ᵖᵘᵗ ʸᵒᵘʳ 𝒉𝒆𝒂𝒓𝒕 ᵃᵗ 𝒆𝒂𝒔𝒆 ᥫ᭡
𝒊𝒏 𝒘𝒉𝒊𝒄𝒉..
after the death of her parents, 𝙘𝙖𝙚𝙡𝙮𝙣𝙣 𝙞𝙫𝙤𝙧𝙮 𝙩𝙖𝙮𝙡𝙤𝙧 is forced to pack her bags and move...
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𝚔𝚊𝚢𝚕𝚊'𝚜 𝚐𝚒𝚏𝚝 𝚝𝚘 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚘𝚐 𝚛𝚎𝚊𝚍𝚎𝚛𝚜:
𝕔𝕒𝕖𝕝𝕪𝕟𝕟'𝕤 𝕙𝕒𝕡𝕡𝕪 𝕖𝕟𝕕𝕚𝕟𝕘..
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CAELYNN TAYLOR 🤍 | JUNE 17
𝒂𝒕 around ten in the morning, caelynn shot awake from her bed.
but not because of a another night mare or panic attack..
hurriedly, she ripped herself from her blanket and ran out of her room to get to the bathroom. as soon as she made it in, she kneeled on the floor in front of the toilet, lifted the seat, then let it all out. her body violently jerked as she did so and kept forcing her to gag every time she thought she was done.
it felt like she was vomiting for forever until she finally stopped.
she breathed heavily and remained leaning over the toilet just in case, but nothing else happened, so she was really done. she flushed her contents down and used the counter to help herself back onto her feet.
the reflection staring back at her in the mirror had her eyes tearing up.
she looks so sad. she can't even fake that she's okay anymore.
all of the events from the previous night started to come back to her, and now on top of all of her shame and guilt, she also felt embarrassment. she was at a really low point last night, yet nyani and zakiar had to sit through that.
it wasn't fair to them.
this is what she means by being babysitted.
but, she couldn't lie and say she didn't do that to herself.
caelynn harshly wiped the tears off of her face and sniffled her stuffed nose.
