Holding my hand he tries vigorously to make me understand. Only thing is, I did understand but I couldn't figure out my next move.
"Leave him Brooks. Leave him. For me." My heart sped up at the thought of him wanting me so bad. I equally knew that since the first time we met there was something different. In all honest I thought he was pretty cocky and arrogant but with a little time and personality invasions, I found there was much more to his story.
Closing my eyes I take a moment and process everything. I hadn't noticed that outside the skies have darkened and the distance is left in a darkened aura. The moonlight glistens on my skin making me have a certain glow. Xavier on the other hand looked like an angel or model. His perfection had even more affect on my decision.
"I-I can't just break up with him Zav. They'll both hate me for life." I open my eyes feeling a tinge of guilt. There was no way that my best friend and boyfriend would understand this dilemma.
Xavier took my hands in his and his eyes seem to search me. A weird feeling of calmness rained down on me, leaving me with a simple choice. "I'm going to lose them." I whisper to myself. Xavier seemed to have heard me and pulled me onto his lap. "Even if they leave you. I'll always be here because I love you."
I almost fall off of his lap after those words. I love you. Those words felt foreign and good. There was no comparison to when Malachi used it because Xavier had all of sincerity. The scary part of all of this was, I loved him too. More than anything I was too scared to let those words roll off my tongue.
Almost as if to save me as my face reddened. The phone rang and to my horror it was Malachi. Fate must have been sending me a sign because now I had to face what I've been avoiding for some time.
"Um hey." I tried my hardest to sound casual but Xavier seemed to have caught an instant love bug cause he started to kiss my neck and his warm hands heated my skin. The sensation was unbearable and so good but I had to keep myself quiet. "Oh yes I'm alone." I bit back a moan of satisfaction.
Almost instantly I got up off of Zavs lap when I heard his doorbell ring. 'Go get it!' I whisper to him and he smirks. "We um have to talk about something." My head peaks around the corner to spot who's at the door.
No fricken way!
I mentally scream when I see Kaylie step through the door. "Can I call you back Kai?...Okay bye." I hang up and look around his huge living room for a spot to hid. To my luck there is a door that leads to 'God knows where'. Cracking the door open a little I spot them sitting on the couch as Zav looks around. He seems to have seen me and gives a smirk.
"You're here for a reason?" He asks.
She doesn't reply but crashes her lips onto his and gets on his lap. My eyes widen and I'm almost instantly ready to come out and tell her off. But I come to my senses and realize she knows nothing about us. It takes me digging my nails into my palm to stop the feeling of anger going through me as she kisses what's mine.
Xavier slightly pushes her off back to where she was sitting and touches his lips looking in my direction. In anger I slam the door closed and turn around to discover a whole other room. There was a grand piano in this large room, it was probably even bigger than the living room. A large velvet curtain hung from a monstrously stained window that looked so beautiful. The floors were marble and the room extended with a pair of stairs that lead to the unknown.
The room seemed to be soundproof because it was so deafeningly silent. I make my way over to the piano sitting on the black stool chair moving my hands gently over the keys. My years of taking piano lessons rushed back to me and I moved my hands gracefully from one key to another. The music blocked me out from the world and took me to a safe, quiet place.
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Not my type of guy
RomanceMadeline Brooks is a 16 year old girl who has had many feelings for people through the her life; even once for her stepbrother. Conflicts and hurt has brought her to finally realize she wants to be alone for a while. Until a new bad boy in school sh...