Not my type of guy

Chapter 16

It dawns on me that there is no going back. The radio clock strikes four minutes to eleven and my heart races as we pull up to his paradise. A slightly calming feeling rains on me as we get closer. This place was where most of our intimate moments occurred and where our true feelings were exposed.

Xavier looks at me expectantly as we have now been sitting in front of his house for a good minute or so. Butterflies attack my stomach but I give him the best smile I can - obviously failing desperately. A concerned look filters his glorious face. "Tell me, baby. What's wrong?" He takes my hand into his strong big ones.

Before I can stop them, a sob breaks free from my lips.

"Oh baby what's wrong?" Xavier pulls me over onto his lap as I bury my face in his shirt. Oh, how much I love this boy. His presence overwhelms me more than my heart can carry. But I can't have him out of my life again; it inflicted more pain upon me then any hot iron or whip could. Xavier strokes my hair and kisses me soothingly.

Sniffling I look into his mystery blue eyes and conjure up a smile. "You are too majestic for me." My fingers etch into his hair. It's so thick and perfect. "You beguile me more than you know Brooks." A smile tugs at his lips. "More than you know babe."

My cheeks flush and I look down at my fingers. I beguile him? The boy that could slay any girl but he wastes is time with me. "Don't overthink Madeline." How does he do that? His expression is now darkened and unreadable, leaving me confused as I always am with him. Something is on his mind and I know it. For once I feel like he's not the only one reading minds.

"What are you thinking about?" I try and search his eyes the way he does with me. He sighs and runs a hand through his hair. "You says that I am too much for you but only if you'd understand how much you mean to me. If anyone doesn't deserve someone its me. There is no way I deserve you, especially after that drunken stunt I pulled." Hurt is conspicuously flowing throughout his features. There is no doubt that I want to comfort him but I need to take a minute and not forget what he's done.

Who am I kidding?

Xavier was what I needed...Being mad at him and staying away would only hurt me more.

Willingly I clamber off of his lap and out the car; holding out my hand for him to take. "Show me how sorry you are. Show me." I whisper. Swiftly he gets out the car and scoops me up into his arms with a huge grin on his face. "And that I shall." A personal valet person takes Xavier keys and hustles off to drive his car into some next underground parking. Was this guy just lurking around; waiting for Xavier to come out his car? I roll my eyes and hang onto Xaviers neck as he takes me into the house.

A squeal escapes as he releases me onto the bed. My thoughts go back to when we were previously in his room and he - my cheeks heat up at the thought. "Baby I remember too." A deep look of lust fills his eyes as he advances on me. Kissing me he starts slow and paced but as we get more into it his kisses get more intense. His hands travel under my shirt up to my breast; and a moan escapes my lips while he caress it ad flicks his thumb over my sensitive areas.

"Xavier." I breath after our lips release. "Take me. Now."

Xavier kisses my nose and smirks, "Eager aren't we Ms.Brooks?" He raises an eyebrow as I shift nervously under his gaze. I nod with a burning desire. His fingers grasp my waist and the warmth of his hands feel like a hot current against my skin. Immediately I feel an urge and my hands fiddle with the hem of his shirt, taking it off in a swift move Who knew I could do that. I grin on the inside considering my non experience.

This seems to be the confirmation Xavier needs. Expertly he takes off my shirt and tosses it into the corner. His mouth rains my neck with kisses; sucking and licking the sensitive spots. Moaning without any limit, I fiddle with his belt and unbuckle his pants sliding them down and he adjusts making them come easily. My fingers entangle in his hair and we move in sync. Before I know it my pants are off and our bodies are grinding against each other creating a sexy heat between us.