gay || shaylor

-more then a friend-

i sling my arm around Shawn's neck making him squeal. "Taylor you scared me." he panted trying to catch his breath. "sorry." I laughed not being really sorry. "hey i'm gonna hang out with Aaliyah is that okay?" he asked me and i nodded. "course, i'll i think i can handle these two." i joked pointing to Haley and Alaina. "alright then bye guys." and Shawn went right. "i should probably go home." Haley spoke up. "why." Alaina whined.

"i rarely spend time with my little sister so i should, bye guys."

"hey that's okay, Taylor is still alive." i teased and she laughed at me. "this sucks." she pouted.

"what spending time with me?"

"no, your great. i mean being far away from our family."

"we have three more days of school and then we're off."

"you're right."

"Mr. Jensen said the last three days will be amazing."

"amazing my ass." she scoffed making me laugh. i unlock the house door and drop my bag. "i need to tell you something." i stated to Al plopping myself on the couch. "talk." she demanded

"i like Shawn."

"great."

"no i mean like like. i like him more then a friend."

"your not serious."

"i am."

"then why won't you tell him? or ask him out."

"do you think he feels the same?"

"we don't know."

"i'm still not asking."

"pussy pussy pussy pussy pussy." she rapped making me gasp. "i am not." i cried out making her scoff. "yeah right, if you wanna get a date you have to ask Taylor."

"did you?"

"yep."

"i don't know." i sighed and the door burst open revealing the two Mendes' "aye Ali." i whistled as she sit beside me. "how are you?" i asked her.

"i'm good." she answered.

"Aaliyah and i was about to go to the mall but i need to get my wallet real quick." Shawn explained getting his wallet from our room. "come on Aaliyah." Shawn ordered and Aaliyah stood up. "bye guys." Ali waved and the two Mendes is gone again. hey i'm not complaining. "what should i do?" i asked Alaina

"ask him out."

"what if he rejects me?"

"then he's a dick, besides its not like Shawn."

"yeah, but he'll only do it for my pity of liking him."

"but he's also very honest."

"i still don't feel like it."

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-3 hours later-

"hey guys." Shawn greeted us with a smile before going in the bedroom. "he's pretty." i daydreamed

"ASK HIM OUT FOR GOODNESS SAKE." Alaina yelled jumping off the couch. "I CAN'T." i yelled back.

"why?"

"i'm not ready."

"what about him?"

"does he even like me?"

"why don't you ask him."

"i will when i'm ready." i whispered going in the room seeing Shawn sitting on his bed.

"i heard shouting." he spoke up quietly rubbing his arm with his left hand.

"we're fine.." i lied, i don't even know, are we fine? well whatever ways we're still gonna be cousins.

"what were you guys talking about, if you don't mind me asking. because it's not quite my business hell it's definitely not my-" Shawn rambled "i'm rambling aren't i." he whispered and i smile.

"it's alright." i assured him and he gave me a small smile but it instantly dropped.

"i'm sorry." he apologised and i slightly tilt my head

"why?" i asked him going up the ladder.

"for being a bad friend, i missed your practice twice and your game."

"it's just a game."

"no it's not!"

"alright then.. it's fine your a great friend, everyone makes mistake." i whispered and he sighed.

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Shawn's POV

it hurts me that Taylor likes someone else but me, but i guess this is my life. it wasn't meant to be perfect, will it ever? not long ago Tay became my friend. was that really gonna be my happiest moment of my life? having friends again, not being bullied? i wanna feel loved, i want that to be my happiest moment, to get a boyfriend and get old with them, be happy with them, actually share my deepest secrets with them. but i don't think it will be like that in my case, i mean.. i was happy enough the constant tease stopped but i won't care if i still get bullied if i have a boyfriend, someone who loves me, don't get me wrong i know Ali and mom loves me but they aren't gonna grow old with me, they won't always, psychically, beside me. i want that, and i really hoped i can do it with Tay. "Taylor?" i called out making him hum in response. "who do you like?" i asked him sitting up. "mom, dad, my siblings, you, my family, Aaliyah-" he list

"no, i mean like like." i cut him.

"oh, i can't really tell you." he murmured and i crawl to him. "please? i'll tell you mine?" i begged.

"ready?" i nodded and he took a deep breath. "you." he answered. "w-what?" i stuttered making him sigh. "i like you, more then a friend." he explained and i smile. "really?" i squealed making him scratch the back of his neck. "well, i like you too." i respond with a smile. where did the confidence come from? "you're kidding." he chuckled folding his arms and i shook my head. "more then a friend?" he asked me

"more then a friend."

"maybe more then a friend can be our always." he broke the silence

"ugh fuck you." i groaned

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i didn't reach 1000 words. IM SORRY. but aye shaylor convinced their feelings to each other. though they won't date until like chapter 20 ✌🏻️ jk i actually have no idea. okay from now on i'm gonna like start asking questions abt me and u guys have to guess and try to answer 😝

what's my favourite Taylor Swift song?

QOTD: how's your day?

AOTD: great cus i got my bro into trouble 👊🏻

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