not surprised

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im not surprised by the news

how things worked out between me and you

you promised me change 

you promised me no more lies

but what should i believe

when all i do is constantly cry?

i thought this would work out

i thought i can forgive

but instead i found those accounts

and you tried to gaslight me, acting so proud 

you think this new lie of yours is going to work now?

you think that i can forgive you for the betrayal

im not buying anything anymore 

i am just not interested in this game, so you can go to hell

if i stay i lose myself

if i leave i lose my bestfriend

 but what kind of bestfriend are you?

when you constantly lie and make me want to end 

this relationship 

the relationship that i stayed with 

the relationship that i always understand

the relationship that made me cry and cry

to the point where i just want to die 

i lied to everyone about you

i lied about it all

youre no good man of mine 

you constantly make me feel like im not worth your time

all the lies

all the infidelity 

right in front of my eyes

i have no one

no one whos on my side

everyone sees you as a good man 

a good soul, with no bad history left behind

but i can see through you

after two years of being in you 

two years of forgiveness

two years of fighting 

i know exactly who you are 

a wolf in sheeps clothing

but im not surprised, not by one bit

that you given me false hope, a future that i thought was ours 

so this is my goodbye for you, once and for all

i pray you find God again, and leave me alone until the end



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