summer, two-thousand-seventeen

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only 15 years old
didn't know what to do
saw myself in a situation
that made me feel a little blue

i wanted you to stay
why didn't you?
why did you go?
why did you leave?
was it all because of me?

you were hurt
but I was hurt too
instead i sacrificed myself
just for you
I wanted you to be happy
so I wasn't being mean
but little did I know
that all of this wouldn't set me free

i wasn't focusing on myself
i was focusing on you
did you notice that I wanted to be happy too?
i didn't say a word
not because you left
but because you were happy
you felt alive 
so what's the point of being there
when all i could do is sit and cry?

only 15 years old
didn't know what to do
i was left clueless without you
i had no one by my side
i had nothing to do
so all I can do
is sit and act like a fool

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