i open my eyes to the smell of fear
can we let the day pass by,
without another tear?
i cry and i cry, no one is home
broken, shattered pieces are lying on the floor
i am one of them,
those broken pieces
waiting to be picked up,
but no ones cleaning.
"so much mess" I scream to myself
but no ones listening,
i guess they left
I went to school, hoping for a change
but all I see is people running away
what did I do wrong? am I crazy?
did I do something that made you hate me?
why are you leaving me, why am I alone?
in this awful world, I don't think no one is home
it's only me. me only. you left me. everyone left me
is it me? is it you?
did you do this or did I too?
im angry I'm upset. no one gives a damn
i want to be your friend,
but you left me in a dead end.
sleeping in a room, with empty thoughts
feeling under, not on top
"no one loves me" I tell myself
why would someone love me?
why should I love me?
why am I the only one that everyone leaves?
aren't we friends? then why won't you talk to me
aren't you my best friend? then why did you leave me?
am I enough? am I stupid?
what did I do,
to make you lose me
why did you go,
when I needed you the most
you said you were my friend
you said you were my best friend
you were more like a person to me
but in the end I needed to set you free
you looked happy without me
i smile, with sincerity
i love you to the point where I would bleed
just for you
to the point where I chose you over me
"your happiness over mine" I tell myself
i hurt more when you bleed
i hurt less when I bleed
but you're no friend of mine
YOURE NO FRIEND OF MINE
IF YOU LOVED ME YOU WOULDNT LEAVE ME HERE TO DIE
I'm alone, im weak
your pride and ego is too much to make you leave
I get it you're happy
I get it you're glad
but don't forget the person who always gave you laughs
don't forget the person who was always there
never felt as if I was the 1st choice
but I always cared.
You're no friend of mine
You left me alone to die
i hope you find your person
i hope you find your passion
but you're no friend of mine.
