it's really 2023
and here i am, still able to breathe
is it all real?
am i really alive ?
why havent i died ?
i question myself that all the time.
waking up and looking at the sky
asking god why
what is my purpose here in life?
just to sit here and have no one by my side ?
or am i just a healer
that is stuck in time
with no road to help me pass by
as the people leave my life
i am left behind
so i'm asking god, is it all real?
the world that u created
the world that i live in
is this how am i suppose to feel?
just endless numbness in my body
i don't feel a thing, nor i don't feel sorry
so god when will this all end ?
when will it stop being real ?
when will i be able to rest ?
cuz at this point i'm losing all my breath
