You are my sunshine, my only sunshine
You make me happy when skies are gray
You'll never know dear how much I love you
Please don't take my sunshine away.
The other night dear as I was sleeping
I dreamed I held you in my arms.
When I awoke dear I was mistaken
And I hung my head and I cried.
You are my sunshine, my only sunshine
You make me happy when skies are gray
You'll never know dear how much I love you
Please don't take my sunshine away.
Shane would always sing that song when I would get heartbroken or if I got sad. "Shane? How did I end up here?" I ask. "You... Um.... Sort of.... You know..." he says clearing his voice. I looked at my arm. I had a huge bandage on my arm. "Don't touch it." he says. "It's going to get infected." "How? It's safely secured." I tell him.
The doctor walked into the room and smiled at my alive face. "You're awake. That's a good sign." he says. "Yeah... How did I end up here?" I ask. "You're brother. He was bawling his eyes out. I think he's calmed down already. We gave him a prescription. Rylee, you lost a huge amount of blood. Good thing that your brother cared enough to give some of his to you and your brother is going to be absolutely fine." the doctor says. "As long as my brother is okay, I'm okay." I say. "You're going to need to take these painkillers and Rylee," "Yes?" "I don't want to see you on this bed anymore." the doctor says and I nod my head.
I signed myself out and Shane drove me home. "You can stay at my place." he says. "Can you stay?" I ask. "Of course babe." he says and saw that my moms car was gone but a different car was in her spot. "Whose car is that?" Shane asked. "Let's go find out." I say and opened the passenger door.
When we walked in, I saw an older version of Jared. "Hey dad." I say. "Rylee, are you alright?" my dad asked as I gave him a hug. "I'm on painkillers so I feel fine." I say.
My dad is the more self controlled type of guy. He's a much better person to talk to than my mother. I mean, he won't slap me across the face and won't tell me that I was a mistake. I think he, Jared and Shane are the only ones who really love me and I don't need anymore love.
Dad told me to lay down and take a nap. I really couldn't sleep. "Dad, where is your wife?" I ask not trying to say mom."She went back to work." go figure. "When are you leaving." I ask. "You don't want me here?" he asked. "No. No. It's just that you're never here so I'm kinda creeped out that you're here." I say and my father smiled. "I feel loved." he says and I laugh.
Dad looked at Shane who was standing at the same spot my mom was earlier. "Come here Shane ." dad says and Shane walked slowly over to my dad. "I'm not going to bite." dad says extending his hand out. Shane shook his hand and sat down on the other side of me. Shane hasn't really met my father. That explains why he's nervous. "Rylee, go to your room. Shane will be there in a minute." dad says and I sigh. "Don't scare him dad." I say and walked into my bedroom.
My carpet was gone and the floor was clean. Did a magical fairy come and clean my mess? Well, the fairy forgot the razor. I stared at it for maybe a minute or so. I felt my blood boil, thumping in pain.
Shane walked in and saw the razor. "Os that your death weapon?" he asked. "Yeah... It seems like every time that I try to get rid of it, it just comes back. Like it's haunting me." I say. "Dod you ever try to destroy it?" "Yup. Never broke." Shane was still looking at the razor. "Isn't razors used for shaving?" he asked. "Yeah." I say and Shane shook his head. "So, what did my dad say to you?" I ask. "If I ever broke your heart... My d*ck would be chopped off." he says and I couldn't help but laugh. "He's messing with you." I say and Shane looked at me, terrified but in a funny way. You gotta love my dad. Haha.
Those painkillers worked because I fell asleep after laughing at Shane. At first I was dizzy but then I felt light weighted and then I fell asleep. My arm hurts but that's what I was aim for but now I know that life is worth living when you have people who love you very much.
I woke up and Shane wasn't there. He wasn't in the house. Did he leave? OH.MY.GOSH. If my dad killed him.... Shane walked into the house with my brother. "Sorry if I worried you, your brother called me." Shane says giving me a kiss on the cheek. I looked at Jared. He looked pale but good looking. "Jared..." I say with my voice trailing off. "You scared me Rylee." he says. "I'm sorry." I say and my brother gave me a hug. I take that's as forgiveness. "My children are home." dad says from the kitchen. "Dad?" Jared asked puzzled. "What? Missed your old man?" dad asked and hugged Jared.
My dad is a complete different person when he is t around my mom. I think she is controlling him. I don't even think he wanted to have that job.
Dad made breakfast for the four of us and then he said he had to leave. I was pretty mad when he left but soon gave over it when I realized my razor was gone. "Shane, have you seen my razor?" I ask. "I took it and hid it." he says. "Where?" "You're not suppose to know." Shane says and grinned. "What would I do without you?" I ask. "You're such a nice guy." I add and then he kissed me. "I know I am and it's my job. I'd do anything for you, just to make sure that you're smiling. Your smile is so cute." he says. "I don't like smiling but thanks." I say and sat on my bed.
I am lucky to have Shane. I don't know what would happen to me if he wasn't there for me. I'd probably be on the news or something. I'm glad to have such a caring boyfriend like Shane. I wonder if any guys are like him out there. Probably.
