When The Lights Go Down

You Will Never Be

Bailey’s Inner Monologue
Right at this very moment I am torn between wanting to strangle Nick and wanting to plop down on the piano bench and have him play that song again over and over…THIS was the song they had been working on? It was one thing for Nick to read my journal, he always did, there was nothing in there he didn’t already know but Joe and Kevin?!

(Bailey) THIS is the song you guys have been working on??? You let Joe and Kevin…*quickly cut off by Nick*

(Nick) No, WE have been working on JB stuff…THIS was just me

(Joe) wait, you read her journal? I wanna read it!

(Bailey) NO!

(Joe) no fair, why does Nick get to and not us?

(Bailey) that’s twin privilege 

(Joe) that’s crap, what’s Nick talking about?

(Nick) lyrics she wrote the other night…really good ones…they just needed music

(Joe) You write lyrics? Of course you do… he writes lyrics…you write lyrics…*ranting*

(Bailey) I write how I FEEL, SOME of us have more emotional depth than a potato *aiming her comment at Joe, he brushes it off* I didn’t write it as a song, more of a rant.

(Nick) I just played with the arrangement a bit and made the last part the chorus take a look 

*Nick Hands B her journal to the Jake Entry. she saw where he had scribbled *CHORUS* in between each of her rants and put some squiggles around the last one signifying it as the chorus*

You Will Never Be-

How did we ever come to this
I never thought you'd be 
someone I'd have to miss
and there I was, caught in your game
needing answers that never came
and we took a chance, 
you said you were strong
strong enough
but you were wrong...
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And now I’m…
*CHORUS* 
~~~~~~~~~~~~~ 
Look at her
she won't ever compare
you can say you're sorry
but I still don't care
was she worth this mess
was she worth this pain
you can say it's her fault
but you're both to blame
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Now I’m…
*CHORUS*
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Looking back it was all so easy
I hope you know you're my last mistake
Don't come around and say you need me 
I won't stay
Now I know that you were so deceiving 
was it fun for you to walk away
I hope you liked it
cause she's so damn easy
you won't change

Now I’m…

~~~CHORUS~~~
Deafened by your silence
blinded by the tears
if you're looking for forgiveness 
you won't find that here
cause you lied your way to heartbreak 
and now its all too clear
that you will never be....

That you will never be......

(Nick) what do you think? I had to add a lead into the chorus and then just repeated that last line...but I think…*suddenly cut off by B throwing her arms around his neck and pulling him into a hug*

(Bailey) thank you, I love it

(Nick) *smiles* good 

(Joe) soooo, do we get to see this mystery song?
*rolling her eyes B tears the page from her journal and hands it to Joe*

(Joe) nice rant…so when ya recording it?

(Bailey) HA! I’m not…that’s your thing, this is just for me

(Joe) *shrug* seems like a waste of a good song

(Bailey) I’m sure the world will survive with just the three Jonas’ no need for the bonus

Chapter End Notes:

Song lyrics of "You will Never Be" props go to Julia Sheer hear the song here

I stumbled on this song  by luck and fell in love, does it not describe B's situation perfectly?  PLEASE REVIEW!!