Friendzoned

9.

Madison's pov:

I couldn't sleep.I just couldn't.Grayson made me feel so happy that night and he made me forget that we'll never be together again but...I saw the moment he told me he was breaking up with me in my sleep and it woke me up.

Here I am,awake at 5am not able to even take a nap.I was thinking of so many stuff just there laying on my bed in the dark.Liam was sleeping so peaceful and I wish I could do that too.

So much thinking,so much pressure not to be negative that made me start crying.I'm not the type of person that will cry when someone else is around,only when I'm under a lot of pressure like now.Even though I didn't spend a lot of time with Grayson,we had such a connection and I even thought that I could stay in America for a bit to see how it would go,but I never talked about it or told him my thoughts.

He was such a sweetheart,he made my first relationship be so special...He made me feel happy...Why did I let him break up with me?I'm so stupid...He wasn't even going to leave to go to his new apartement for a week because of all the packing..but he said he wouldn't have time because of filming too...

I actually didn't know if I should believe him or if he's just lying to me and he broke up with me because he never liked me as much as I did.But..how could I not trust him?God dammit I will miss him so much,why is this happening to me?Why do I always lose important people in my life?Grayson...my friends who left me in my childhood and...mum...

Sitting on the bed with my hands covering my face when I felt a hand on my shoulder.
"Madison are you crying?" Liam's raspy voice said.I didn't even care anymore that I was sobbing in front of him,I was so frustrated and emotional that I couldn't handle it.
"Just go back to sleep Liam" I said trying to stop crying,but failed.

"No I'm not going to,I can't let you be like that" he said and sat next to me.
He took my hands of my face and I was looking down sobbing.He put me in his arms hugging me tight rubbing circles on my back to try to relax me.Some people are so relaxed when others rub their backs when they cry,but I'm such a weird person that I cry more.

"Shhh" he said
I wanted to ignore him and cry my eyeballs out.I'm so weird,no wonder why everyone leaves me.
"Calm down please" he said and took my hands.He lifted my chin so he could see my face and smiled.Why was he smiling?I was like a mess
"Hey there" he said
I didn't bother to respond.

"Are you going to talk to me?" He said and I tried to breath normal.
"No?okay.When you are better,talk to me" he said and stood up but I didn't let him.
"Leave me like everybody does" I said through my tears.
"What are you talking about Madison?" He said and sat back down.
"Nothing you better go back to sleep" I whipped my cheeks.
"Did anything happen?You were like really happy when you came back from your date with your boyfriend" he said.God why did he say boyfriend.

"Ex,ex boyfriend" I said and I had more tears now.
"Oh now it makes sense.You broke up?" He said and wrapped his arm around my shoulder
"He's moving and we're leaving in a month back to England.We would miss each other" I said
"Didn't he have faith in you guys?I'm sure you would make it just fine" he said

"I don't know.He said it has happened to him before and it didn't work out.Je was so encouraging though..." I said and whipped my tears.
"What else did he say?" Liam asked
"He told me not to be afraid to be in a relationshio again or fall in love.Even if it's soon or even if it's one year later.He was so sweet he made me see the bright side of this.We're friends so yeah" I smiled a bit

"That's my girl,smile don't be so down and Grayson will want that too.Listen to me.Most break ups are not easy but I will help you be happy and keep all the good memories okay?We're on holidays,everyone will help you.I want to see you happy,I want to see you smile and be the adorable you" he said and messed with my hair.
"Thank you Liam.I love you and I'm so lucky for having you as my friend" I smiled at him and he went to hug me but I layed back on the bed.