Friendzoned

64.

Madison's pov:

"So what is your plan?" Eleanor asked sipping on her coffee as we sat outside at her garden.

"I will not be on social media hoping people will forget about me until I go back on tour.I mean,social media is the base for attention and if I don't use it,they will not notice I am away" I said.

"It's not as simple.What if Liam tweets something?What if people do get concerned?You are a youtuber,your subscribers will need videos.You can't just not upload.They will need an explanation after.What will you say?Hey,I had a fight with my boyfriend because of the media and decided to leave without saying a word,but now I'm back?" She asked.

"Yeah thanks for taking me back to reality.I haven't thought about it well.It was a last minute decision because of the moment.It's already been a week" I said.

"A week of nothing.You haven't moved out of the guest room until today" She said.

"Also I think I gained weight because of the ice cream we ate" I said.

"You're taking thid to heart and it's not good" She said.

"Eleanor what he told me that day scares me that it could happen again.I knew he wasn't in a state that he had his sanity but what if it happens again?How will I react then?" I asked.

"You will learn from this.You know I wasn't alright with your decision.You should never run away from your problems" She adviced me.

"Well I don't know what else to do.I've always done that" I said.

"You're growing up.It's time to face them" She said.

"I guess you're right.I was going to make a rant video about the articlea and the rumours always fly around but they will all go that I'm an attention seeker.They always have something to say" I said.

"If you want to,do it.Don't even bother to see their comments" She said.

"I won't.I'm annoying" I said.

"Has Liam texted you or called you?" She asked.

"Yes but I've only been talking to Harry to keep my feet on the ground.He helps a lot.He always does.You and him.I really want to talk to Liam but I'll probably say something stupid and hurt him again" I said frowning.

"Don't be so hard on yourself Madison.Give yourself a break.This is what you came back for right?Make the best out of it" She said.

"What should I do?Should I at least read his messages?I want to,I'm really impatient but if I don't reply,he will see" I said.

"Read them and tell him something to make him feel better,to know you are still there" She said.

"I will" I said and opened my phone.

I had about 11 unread messages from Liam and I opened the conversation getting anxious about what he said.I could imagine him react to knowing I read the messages.

Liam: I'm so sorry.
Liam: It still feels like a dream.
Liam: I know you want to be alone but I miss you.Please come back.
Liam: The bed is empty and I don't like the feeling of that.
Liam: I miss you.
Liam: I'm sorry for saying all that.I am such an awful person I didn't mean them.
Liam: I know a sorry is not enough,nothing is.

Liam: I love you angel.Please come back.
Liam: I hope you are feeling better.
Liam: When you come back,I will make you feel happt every single day,happier than ever and I will never do this again.
Liam: I promise. x