Friendzoned

19.

Madison's pov:

Madison: Liam
Liam: Did you see it?
Madison: Yes
Liam: What is it?Are you pregnant or not?
Madison: No.It's negative
Liam: Oh god
Madison: So I guess everything is alright now
Liam: You have to see a doctor because you said you threw up almost everyday
Madison: No I don't have to.I'll be okay
Liam: You have to.What if you are pregnant and the test was wrong?
Madison: Why do you think that?I'm not gonna be carrying my bff's baby any time soon

Liam: Right.Best Friend.Thanks for informing me that nothing is happening between us
Madison: I didn't mean it that way Liam
Liam: I know what you meant.I'm clearly just a toy of yours.Was Grayson like that too for you?And Luke?Is there anything else I need to know?
Madison: Are you crazy?That's the complete opposite of what you mean to me
Liam: Don't try to contact me when I come back.Or at Ruth's wedding.Unless I do.
Madison: Are you serious?I didn't even do anything.What if I was pregnant?You wouldn't act like this if I said it was positive.Did you want me to be pregnant?What do you want?!

Liam: It's not the time to talk.Do what I told you
Madison: I don't like the way you've changed
Liam: I haven't changed...
Madison: Really?That's what you think
Liam: I'll never change.
Madison: Then I just saw a self of yours I haven't seen before

I closed my phone and threw it to the floor frustrated.He wasn't serious.But if he wants it to be that way,I'll let it be.I'll wait for him like he waited for me.

3 weeks later

"Madison open the door!" Harry demanded

"NO!NEVER" I said and took away the pain again with the sharp blade I held in my hand

"Open before I do!Madison you're making a mistake!" He said

"I know what I'm doing.Just walk away.You don't wanna know the real me.My other side.Go away Harry.I've had enough and all of you had.It's time for me to go and let everyone live their lives.I lived mine.And it wasn't a good one" I said

"Don't talk shit and let me in!" He demanded again

"Thank you for everything and tell everyone I love them" I said

"NO MADISON!" The door was opened violently with force but it was too late.Everything went blank after the last deep cut.I fell to the floor and then it was all blank.A nothing...

I woke up sweating and feeling dizzy.I run to the bathroom and threw up in the sink.I washed my face and my mouth and looked  myself at the mirror.My eyes were puffy and red like I was crying and I was still sweating.I took my phone from the night stand next to my bed at my London apartment and dialed Harry's number.The only one I could think of right now was Harry.It was 3am and Harry may had a show in that time in America but I didn't care.I just wanted him to see it even after the show.I would wait.

It's been 1 hour since I called him and still no answer.I was worried,I had already thrown up three times in 1 hour.I was downstairs sitting on the kitchen table with a glass of water in front of me and I had left my phone upstairs.I walked upstairs to see if I had any messages and while I was checking my inbox and walking downstairs again I felt really dizzy.I slipped and tried to stop myself from falling by holding the curtain but I failed.I fell down the stairs and hit my head at the corner of the end of the stairs.My foot and my head hurt badly.I reached my phone from the floor and dialed Eleanor's number as fast as I could