I Don't Love You [[GERARD WAY FANFIC]]

Jack of Asses

-Anastasia's POV-

I widened my eyes as I dropped my champagne glass onto the marble floor. All the men at the table were looking at me; they were amused. I was waiting for Gerard to say fuck no or something like that, but I became even more terrified when he didn't.

"And whatever-" Gerard began "Do you mean by that Alexis?" He asked, amused with the current situation.

My eyes teared up. He wasn't going to do this to me! He couldn't do this to me.

Alexus returned with a wicked smile. "I mean zhat we play a round wit only za two of us. Za man wit zhe better cards shall take the girl-" he looked at me "And keep her!"

NO NO NO NO

FUCK NO

I'm a fucking human being! They can't trade me like money!

Gerard looked at me and I silently begged him not to do it as I shook my head and let tears slide down my cheeks. I could feel everyone looking at me, but right now that didn't matter. What mattered was not getting my life dealt over to a French drug dealer.

I looked Gerard in the eyes. "Please" I whispered desperately. As much I hated to beg for something from him, I knew I wouldn't be able to do a damn thing if Alexis wanted me.
"Don't do this, please." I continued.

Alexis looked all too amused from across the table. Gerard just stared at me, his eyes twinkling in a cruel way. I could tell he enjoyed it when someone begged him for something. My life was in his hands, and now he was mad with power.

Gerard brought a hand up to my face and wiped the tears away from under one of my eyes and smiled. He leaned close to me. "I told you this would be a birthday you'd never forget" he whispered tauntingly into my ear before leaning back.

NO

HE WAS GOING TO DO IT

HE WAS ACTUALLY GOING TO BET MY LIFE, MY FUCKING FREEDOM IN A GAME OF POKER.

I stood up and tried to back away, but because of my wound, I got nowhere. Gerard stood up grabbed my arm so that I couldn't escape, and he pulled me closer to him.

"Now sugar, please behave." He mocked as silent tears rolled down my terrified face. I looked over to Frank with a begging stare, but he shared the same amused twinkle in his eyes as everyone else. No one was going to fight for me. Gerard grabbed my wrist extremely hard and led me back to my seat.

"I'm guezzing zhe bet is on then?" Alexis said, smirking at my obvious terror.

"Deal the cards Alexis and let's see which one us really had luck on their side." Gerard smiled. He was enjoying this way too fucking much.

I sat in my silent misery as I watched the dealer give Gerard and Alexis each two cards. The dealer then laid five cards on the table

Ace of Hearts

Nine of Clubs

Ten of Hearts

Ace of Diamonds

Jack of Hearts

These were the cards that held my fate, and all I could do was watch. All I could do as watch as two self righteous men put my life in their greedy hands. I can't believe I ever let myself kiss this sick man. I was nothing to him. I was nothing to him but his little slave. No matter what I had felt before, Gerard had taken it too far. This was cruel beyond belief, and whatever feelings I had let myself build up were destroyed; he destroyed what trust I gave him when it came down to it.