Remedy For Love

Chapter 34 Part 2

~ Bianca ~

Momma Sheila & Chandra Came As Soon As They Heard & Of Course I Told Them What Really Happened.

Its 1:30 AM & Everyone Sleep Except For Me. I Cant Sleep... How Could I ? My Other Half Is Fighting For His Life Right Now !

The Vision Of August Fallen Kept Replayin In My Head Over & Over... Its My Fault That He Is In Here... I Should Of Never Befriend Danielle & Reconnected With Jayy... If I Didnt Do Those Things Then Maybe He Wouldnt Be In Here Fighting For His Life.

Momma Sheila Is Probably Blaming Me Right Now... Probably Wishing That Me & August Never Reconnected... August Life Probably Would Of Been Better If I Wasnt In It... Maybe I Should Just Disappear.

" Family Of August Alsina, The Doctor Said. "

Momma Sheila & I Jumped Up...I Thought She Was Sleep. We Walked Up To The Doctor & Told Him Who We Were To August.

" 1st Thing 1st He Is Alive.... The Bullet Was Inches Away Frm His Heart But The Good News Is That We Removed It.... Bad News Is That While In Surgery He Slipped Into A Coma, The Doctor Said. "

" How Long Will He Be In The Coma, I Asked ? "

" Depends On How He Respond But I Give It A Month Or Sooner, The Doctor Said Wit A Smirk.

Why Tf Was His Grimy Ass Smirkin !? This Ain't A Smirkin Matta ! He Lucky I Ain't Slap That Smirk Off His Face !

" Can We See Him, Momma Asked ? "

" Yes One @ A Time Tho, The Doctor Said. "

We Nodded. I Decided Let Momma Go So I Went To Wake Everyone Up & Let Them Kno Whats Goin On.

~ 30 Mins ~

Everyone Seen August Except Me

" Its Ur Turn Baby, Momma Said As Chandra Came Back. "

" I Cant Go Back There, I Said."

" Why Not, Momma Asked ? "

" Cuz The Reason He In Here Is Because Of Me, I Said Cryin All Over Again. "

" No The Reason He In Here Is Because He Was Protecting His Family Frm Crazy Ass Ppl, Momma Said Wipin My Tears. "

" He Wouldnt Have To Protect Us If It Wasnt For Me Befriended Crazy Ass Ppl, I Said. "

" What About That Hoe... U Aint Befriend Her... She Was August Ex Not Urs, Momma Said. "

" Yeah But I Fought Her Tho... Causin Her To Want Revenge, I Said. "

" Gurl Of Course U Was Gonna Fight Her Shidd She Was Tryna Get @ August Infront Of Uu... But Like I Said August Is In Here Because He Was Tryna Protect His Family... & I Dont Blame U Not One Bit... I Dont Even Blame Him... I Blame Those Fucked Up Crazy Ass Ppl That Did What They Did... They Took It To Far.... Now Get Ur Ass In That Room, Momma Said Pullin Me Out My Seat. "

The Walk To August Room Was Long... Idk If It Was Long Cuz It Was Far Or Because I Was Scared & Walkin Slow...

I Opened August Door & Saw Him Hooked To All These Machines Causin My Heart To Break. I Took A Seat Next To His Bed & Hesitantly Grabbed His Hand.

" Hey Aug... Its Bianca... Can U Hear Me... Of Course U Cant Reply U In A Coma... I Feel Like All Of This Is My Fault But Momma Said It Isnt... Momma Said U Was Doin What U Had To Do To Protect Ur Family... But I Still Feel Like Its My Fault... I Just Want U To Get Out This Coma & Come Back To Me... Idk What Ima Do For A Whole Month Without You... Baby I Miss U Already... I Miss Hearin Ur Voice Already... Well I Gotta Go Get Jr Frm Chyna... I Just Want U To Kno I Love U, I Said Gettin Up To Kiss His Forehead So I Can Leave. "