Couldn't End It

Chapter 9: Best Morning

I slowly open my eyes, blinking a few times to get the blurry out. I got up and needed to use the bathroom. I knocked on the door to see if Justin was there. No response. I open the door slightly, just to be safe. I got in side and locked my door and locking Justin's door. I used the bathroom and washed my hands and washed my face and teeth.

Once I was done I got out of the bathroom and started to change it was hot outside so I tried not to wear lots of clothes. I got some jeans on and wore a tank top. Since it was hot I decided to put the sweater on when I leave.

I decided to wear some light eye shadow and a simple cat eye, with some bold lipstick. I applied my lipstick then heard a knock.

Knock knock

I slowly walked to the door. "Who is it?"I asked to know if sweater needed to be applied. "Justin" phew okay I open the door. Only to be greeted with Justin holding his crotch and bending down. "Uh yulema you locked my door and didn't unlock it." I gash and let him go through. He quickly runs to the bathroom.

I start to do my hair and take out the big curling wand. I start to do the back then the front. Once I was done I put on a hat. Then Justin comes out "okay I'm all done thank you Ulee" he said slightly embarrassed "Justin?" I said almost whispering he turns signaling for me to go on. "Y-you do know you could of used your door right?" I was looking at the floor, I didn't want to be rude

I heard his footsteps coming closer to me and this thumb soon came in contact with my chin. He put my head up as I stare into his chocolate brown eyes. And he states into my poop eyes. "Then what excuse do I have to see you again" I smile lightly at his comment. It's as if I was seeing his soft side. A side no one else can see. To everyone he was like a bad boy or a tough guy, but with me he's a softy. He walks away and I wave him off, he turns to see me once again. And notices something. He walks up to me "let me see your arm" he demanded. I wasn't sure if I should let him. But if I didn't let him see he was going to pull my arm either way. I slowly put it out in front of him. He clothes his eyes for a second, like he was feeling sorry for me. "How many days clean?" I didn't know if I should lie or say the truth. I look down. "2 days" I did lie. But I didn't want to hurt him in any ways. "Ulee" I looked up at him slowly "these cuts look fresh, please don't lie to me". I look down at my arm remembering the last cut "less than 12 hours" his head shots up "what?!?" His voice got higher, louder. I pulled my hand away scared.

"Why did you do it? When?" He calmed down after a few seconds. "Because of my so called father. And it was right after I left school with my mom." He doesn't say say a word. He graves me by my hips and pulls me closer, to close. His eyes never leaving mine. He's was 5'7 and I was 5'2 he was slightly taller but we managed. "Next time talk with me and we can solve it" he slowly whispers as he leans in with a kiss. I see his eye close and I close my eyes. I slowly start to kiss him back. He seemed surprised. We kissed for a good couple of min before he pulled away. "I'm sorry, I know you didn't want that-" I cut him off "Justin, I kissed back for a reason" this caused him to smile slightly. He when back in with another kiss. This one was more sloppy than romantic. I feeling as tho one too much my hands started to roam up his shirt. He moan slightly into the kiss, causing me to giggle. I go up on his shirt finding my self with his stomach. I go up and notice he had an 6 pack. I was surprised. Justin pulls away again, "what?" He asked "I never knew you had an 6 pack!" I was surprised and I felt scared for a moment. "Yeah I work out, that's why if your dad comes here or guy hurts you I'll take care of them." With him saying that I felt more protective than before. I finally felt safe.

Knock knock

I immediately pulled away from his grip. "Come in" I yelled. Ohh shit I forgot about the sweater I quickly run for the sweater and put it on. I zipper if up and see pattie standing there. "Justin what are you doing here?" She was surprised to see us.

"Umm-" I cut him off

"He came in here to tell me to hurry up. You know how us women take long to do our makeup and hair" I was good at lying considering how much I have done in the pass. "Of course I understand! Okay well I came in to tell you that I'll be driving both of you to school." Ohh no. School wasn't that far but I don't want anyone to think where dating or anything. More of that unwanted attention was going to be on me. Pattie leaves the room leaving Justin and my self alone.

"Your ready?" I nodded grabing my bookback and leaving the room with Justin following behind me. I walked down the stairs and for the first time I smelled pancakes. "Hey guys before you leave come eat some pancakes. " I was so use to the smell of cigarettes in the morning "I'm sorry pattie but I'm not hungry" she looked at me surprised. "Nonsense your eating and I'm not taking no for an answer" Justin's hand pushed my back to the table. I wasn't use to eating in the morning so my stomach got use to it.

I sat on the table and pattie served me one pancake. I grab my fork and started to eat it. Justin leaned on me. "You should put some syrup, it taste better" he whispered into my ear. I grab the syrup and put some on. I took one bite and I was in heaven. They tasted so good. Now I know why kids always wanted pancakes. Mmmm I set another one and soon I eat the whole pancake. Pattie asked for another one but I declined her.

Soon everyone finished and I got into pattie's car. Justin came in with me in the back seat and said Pattie was going to take a while. "Aren't we going to be late to school?" He nodded yes, I didn't really care if I was late, won't be the first or last time.