Couldn't End It

Chapter 15: Abuser

I told chuck part of my life. I spared him some of the details but I did tell him how where poor and we live in a house and I got kicked out and how I hate attention on me. I didn't feel comfortable telling him everything, I mean I barely am with Justin.

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Chuck ended up showing me to his guess room and let me sleep there. The next day I woke up pretty earlie. I didn't have any clothes so I didn't want to go to school. I walk out of the room and walk into the kitchen.

"Good morning beautiful" I hear chuck compliments me. "Morning" I return not looking at him. I walk to the sink and get a glass and walk to the fridge and pour milk. I drink the first glass.

I look up. "Ahhhhhhhh you have cereal!" I scream. Not only did he have the cereal but he had the cookies that I love. "I'm going to get them" I say it withoute waiting for his respond. I am short so I had to jump for a couple seconds to get it. I grab it and-

I was rudely interrupted when someone clears there throat. I turn to find Justin standing there. "What are you doing here?" I asked with No emotion. "Wow can't come to see my girlfriend?" I role my eyes, something that girl Taylor showed me. "Not anymore! How did you know I was here?"  A slick smile then appeared on his face. "Did you really think chuck would invite you to his house willingly? No I called him after you left and told him to get you" my mind flash back to when I saw him on the phone. Was this all fake? Did chuck not care? What's with everyone not caring for me?

"I see you let yourself in" chuck said interrupting the moment. He walks to me and leans to kiss my check and I move my head away. "What's wrong?" He asked not knowing what's going on. "Is it true?" I didn't want to play any games I was very sad, people are now steping all over me like Im noting that matters.

"Umm...Yulema I can explain" chuck started to panick a bit but I motioned him to keep going. "Well Justin did tell me and it wasn't real until you told me if i was like those rich kids, that's when you caught my attention. You see? I really do want to get to knew you, I'm sorry." By the sound of his voice it seemed very innocent. "Okay, I'm going to forgive you" I said lowly, chuck smile widens so big and Justin frown so bad.

Chuck came to me and hugs me and kisses my check multiple times. "Okay stop" I said slowly and turn- I turn at the wrong moment and chuck lips touch mine. In shock I stay still and chuck eye bloom open. I quickly pull away realizing what just happen.

"Did you just kiss him!!!" Justin voice boomed through my ear as I see him standing there pointing at chuck. His breathing started to get heavy and heavy. "No Justin I-" I stop, I notice Justin's hand forming into a fist. I back away slowly as Justin walked closer. Every 2 steps I take he takes 3. His hand raised higher. Before I realized his hand was ready to swing until chuck caught it and protected me.

"calm down, are you really going to hit a girl?" I was shocked, Justin was a women beater? "You!" Justin said pointing at chuck, "how dare you!" Justin started to swing at chuck hitting his jaw and laying flat on the floor. I gasp, making a big mistake, his eye come In contact with mine.
He walked toward me quickly and I run backwards. My back soon comes in contact with a wall making Justin's chest firmly press against mine. His hot breath flowing though my nose. His arm hits the wall trapping me. His forehead touching mine. Fear came over me, so much fear. I didn't want to live like this. His eyes looking down at mines. "Why?" He asked in and angry whispers. "why what?"  With everything going on I didn't remember anything. "Why did you kiss him?" He asked as his lips came in contact with my neck. "I didn't" I responded lightly finching away at his every move.

"DONT LIE TO ME!" Justin scream vibrate through my body. I was so scared to this point. Tears rushed down my face. Before I knew it chuck grabs Justin and dragged him out. Puched him a couple times before he left. Chuck closed the door leaving Justin knocking harshly on he door.

"Baby I'm sorry," I hear his voice though the door

"Please Ulee, I just- I just wished you where kissing me" I heard Ulee and I knew that was him. I reach for the knob before chuck stops me. "Are you sure?" I rethink it myself but only this part of him calls me Ulee. I open the door to see Justin's body poor less. "Ulee I'm sorry" he leans in for a hug and I regect him.

"No Justin!" He backs away with a confused look

"What do you mean?"

"I mean I'm not going back with you, your not yourself Justin. You scared me to death-"

"I'm sorry, please I'll try not to be like that anymore...just come home with me"

"My home for now is here with chuck. " I look at chuck and he smiles "Justin you scared me, I mean you scared me! You brought memory's of that women, Justin I can't leave one abuser to go with someone who might be the same" I take a breath. "Justin, I dont want to continue bieng with you, not until you change, that person...that person who was holding me against the wall, that wasn't the Justin I like, until I see old Justin I'll think about returning with you."

"Yulema are we breaking up?" It's as if he didn't want to believe it.

A tear fall "yes we are" with that said I closed the door and he didn't return.