over coffee, we talked with red eyes and tiny smiles.
abby: tell me about him.
me: what?
abby: tell me about carter.
me: i don't know if i can...
abby: you can.
me: it's just - hard.
abby: like a dick.
me: w-what the hell?
abby: that got you to laugh! score!
me: i never thought that my brother and dick jokes would come up in the same conversation.
abby: well, now they have. so tell me just one thing.
me: just one?
abby: i'm your friend, not a magician.
me: hm... what to say...
abby: it can be anything. favorite color, weirdest thing he ever said, shoe size.
me: oh my god. stop with the dick jokes.
abby: go on then.
me: well - carter... he was, uh, how do i say this...
abby: waiting.
me: he had a furry blog.
abby: pfffft.
me: i was totally fine with it! like, to each their own. but it got real out of hand when he cosplayed as sonic. wait, i mean 'larped' - he would get so mad when i got that wrong.
abby: was he a good sonic?
me: god no. he couldn't even run fast.
abby: damn. gotta go fast.
me: i actually haven't been able to look at sonic memes since. i start laughing and then i catch myself and then i feel as awkwardly guilty as i do now.
abby: thank you.
me: why are you the one thanking me?
abby: you laughed. more than once.
me: and that needs thanks?
abby: no - well, yeah. i was actually really nervous to ask you about him.
me: i couldn't tell at all, abs.
abby: phew, mission accomplished.
me: thank you.
abby: you don't have to hold my hand.
me: it's a mini-hug because i'm too lazy to reach across the table.
abby: you make me feel things.
me: you too, succeed in making me feel the things.
abby: but you and i both know that neither of us are ready for anything right now.
me: took the words right out of my mouth.
abby: i feel like i could cry but i'm smiling.
me: better than playing pokemon rangers.
abby: totes, bruh. hm... do you know tomorrow's date?
me: it's a saturday, i think. i dunno the actual date.
abby: good enough. wanna go scuba diving?
me: is this a meme i don't know about?
abby: i won aquarium tickets on the radio instead of sam smith seats.
me: but fish are cute!
abby: i don't wanna go alone and waste the other ticket. so come with.
me: are we allowed to touch the fish?
abby: you can take pictures. i bought a water-proof disposable camera.
me: i'm in. marry me.
abby: not until you buy me a pumpkin spice latte.
me: it's three-thirty in the morning.
abby: hurry up, in that case!
me: okay, okay!
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fading voices [ the SEQUEL to little talks ]
Short Storysometimes there is nothing worse than an apology. - cooper