fading voices [ the SEQUEL to little talks ]

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these ghosts will be the death of me, i swear.

me: last night i had a dream and carter was in it. for the first time in months.

me: i never really told him about you. and i'm really sorry about that.

me: i really really am.

me: i pushed you away, when all i wanted was for you to stay just a little longer.

me: or forever. 

me: but now i'm starting to think that maybe we're meant to be apart like this. maybe we're supposed to just share a glance every now and again. that's it. almost strangers. like we never loved each other.

me: it's weird to remember how happy you made me. i can't figure out which one is stronger. the love i felt then, or how much it hurts now.

me: i'm just gonna cancel this voicemail now.

me: goodnight nina. 

me: let's share these stars, tonight.