Life and other shit in general

First date..damn this boy is hot!

Vera's POV: oh sweet Jesus this boy is tryin to give me a heart attack. So here we are in the cinemas, watching some cheesy rom com film. Think it's actually a good film but I can't concentrate. Why? Because Harry's rubbing small circles into my thigh. My god that feels amazing. I'm a slut I know I should move his hand but I can't. My brain ain't functioning properly at the minute. Breathing is a struggle right now. And the bastard knows it. He's got a huge smile on his face. "Vera ?" I can feel his breathe on my ear when he whispers like that. It's sending tingles up my spine. "Yes Harry?" His hand stills. Nooooo nooo carry on please!! That shit felt really good. My disappointment must have shown on my face cause he starts again. Higher. Oh lord. " look at me". I can't speak I just turn my head slightly. "Your not looking in my eyes Vera. Tut tut maybe this will help". Suddenly he grabs my waist and lifts me on to his lap so I'm straddling him. My chest is at his eye level and he's getting a good look. "Now your not looking at me Harry" I say giggling. He has the decency to look embarrassed. "Sorry I got distracted my god you arse is amazing" he gives it a squeeze to prove his point. I jump forward gasping he takes his chance and locks onto my lips. Hard. This isn't a harmless little kiss this is a I'm-taking-what-i-want kinda kiss. I'm surprised to find that I quite like the hole dominating thing. His tongue licks my lower lip asking for entrance, I deny him. He growls into my mouth, fuck me! I can't help it I draw in a breath and he takes his opening and slides his tongue straight in. He starts working the kiss deeper while sliding his hands under my top. I'm kinda nervous? I don't want to come across as easy. So I'm holding back just letting him taking control. He pulls away. Why?!? I was enjoying your mouth you prick! He looks me straight in the eye and grins. He's up to something. He pulls my top down slightly. What's his playing at. I really should stop this now. I mean we're in a cinema? Can't bring myself to though. It's been so long since I've been kissed like this. His hand slides into my bra to cup my small breast. I'm blushing I know their really fucking small. " you look so pretty when you blush V, don't be embarrassed everything about you is delicious trust me" oh my god that's it! He's just lowered his beautiful head and slid my nIpple into his mouth. I'm having a spaz attack. Someone is defo guna spot us the way I'm heavy breathing but I just can't stop. He stops sucking and bites it gently. This boy. That's it I can't hold back anymore. He can think whatever he wants about me after right now I just wana devour every inch of him. I grab the back of his head. He looks up his eyes wide in surprise. My turn to grin. "Harry" that it. One word filling my brain right now. I lean in and lock on to his lip aggressively. He's brought the animal out in me no turning back. He responds encouraged by me. "Vera your guna drive me crazy if you keep biting my lip like that. Don't blame me if I drag you to the nearest bed". Ok so that's just woke me up. Someone's guna have to cool this. I mean it is a first date after all. I'm meant to be playing hard to get. Fuck this wasn't ment to happen. "Sorry Harry didn't think it would have that sort of effect" I try to move away back to my own seat. He grabs my hips. "Where you going V? I didn't mean to frighten you" oh god this has suddenly turned awkward, I'm ashamed of myself how could I just let some boy do that to me. I thought I was better than most girls. Just goes to show I've got way to high of an opinion of myself. Serves you right you snobby cow my inner self shouts. Fuck off not now I've got a very sexy man between my thighs! "No Harry you didn't frighten me, don't worry you just reminded me that we're in a public place right now. We should try to act sensible". He half smiles and gently lifts me back to my seat. " sorry Vera your right I'd forget my own name when I'm with you" ahhhh think my heart just melted. " come here Har" I say lifting the arm rest so we can have a cuddle properly. He wraps his arm around my shoulders. This feels nice. Suddenly I get a funny feeling in the pit of my stomach. Yano like butterfly's but a bad butterfly. I suppose like a moth? Fuck knows. What's wrong with me? Something's bothering me. Oh right. Just remembered HIM. Alfie. What the fuck am I guna do? I grab my phone to check for any messages.
One from Ethan.
'Hey Vera, you ok? Just thought I'd check on you after earlier. Anyways let me know btw George rang me a while again dw I didn't say anything'
Um duno how to feel about that. I mean it's Ethan for fucks sake! Lily's brother. I shouldn't be getting butterfly's about him texting me. Should I...
One from lily
'V Me and Si fucked up with the whole Alfie situation 😤 ring me as soon as ur home! Xx'
What the fuck now!