Life and other shit in general

How quickly things can change..

Vera's POV: I need air. Way to many people in here. Me and Harry are jammin in the sitting room with Si, lily, dolly and some poor boy she's found, Harriet, Tez and about 50 others walking around. Lily looks happy. She's giving me the eyes. She defo got her kiss, her neck has lovebites down along it. Si got his freak on! He looks on cloud nine as well. They really do make a nice couple.
Harry's been really funny since we came back in... It's probably just me over reacting but he won't let me move. Literally. He has his arms wrapped around me, I don't mind but I feel like it's only cause Si and Tez are here?? Like an over protective dad. I think it's just me being silly. The drink is wearing off and my brains in overdrive. "Harry babe I'm guna go get a drink il be back in 5". His face drops and he pulls his hands tighter. "Il go get you a drink V you sit down" See what I mean!!! I am not a child. If he was just doing it to be a gent I wouldn't mind but there's something else. Si and Lily's faces changed as well. There's something fishy going on. "No really Harry the last stuff you got for me taste like cats piss. Il be 5 minutes just wana stretch my legs ". He looks hurt. Feel bad now. But he was smothering me! And there all hiding something I can tell.
This kitchen is upside down. Pity whoevers cleaning. It's still very hot in here?? Is the heating on or what. I feel like I'm suffocating. Guna go outside for a minute. It's been a lot to take for one night and I've feeling very dizzy. Owww!! Fuck. This is why shouldn't drink and wear heels!! Just knocked someone arse over face, into a bush. "I, I, I'm so sorry. I never saw you I just lost my balance..alf??". Oh my god it's Alfie. He's just laying there sprawled on the ground.
First reaction? God I've missed him. Didn't realise how bad til now. Second reaction? You dickhead!!! What the fuck is your problem?! "Cheeks? Is that you?" Oh now you wanna know me? He climbs awkwardly outta the bush. I'm not even guna lie that is funny. "You always could knock me off my feet". What?? He's trademark grin is back. This boy has got issues! "What the fuck Alfie?! You've ignored me since Friday. What's your problem I didnt even reply to my text ?? I know your a busy guy and all but 1 quick text wouldn't have hurt you prick?". He's looking at his shoes. Hope he feels bad. No I hope he explains himself. "What did I do alf?" Oh my god think I'm choking up. Feels like there's an elastic band round my chest. Dolly's right. I am an emotional drunk... "Nothing V I just had a busy day or two, don't take it to heart". Ouch. That stung like a bitch. It's not even his words it's his eyes. Hard and cold. Can't help myself the tears fall. Feel so fucking stupid. "Right cool Flanders nice to know you give a shit, why don't you just go find some little hoe for the night and leave me the fuck alone". Uncalled for I know. I regret them as soon as I say them. Just want hurt him. How can he be so blasé?
"Oh yeah il go find a hoe you just got back to Harry! Make sure you let him finish the job next time or gimme a call if he ain't man enough". I feel like the floor has been pulled from underneath me. My head is spinning. What the fuck. Was he watching me and Harry?? A blush creeps up my cheeks. I feel dirty. "Fuck you flanders! Who the fuck you think you are?! You ain't got no rights over me I can do what the fuck I want you prick. Stay away from me you nasty bastard!!". Can't help my temper I push him straight back into the bush and run. gotta get away from this. Can't even see we're I'm running to, tears are pouring out now. I ain't even guna bother trying to stop them. Can't believe it. Can't believe how horrible of a cunt he truly is. Everyone told me about his rep, I thought he was different deep down. He's exactly what everyone says he is. A Flanders boy through and through. I'm so stupid. Still don't get it though way did he pretend to be nice for so long?? Probably thought I was guna fuck him. And that's why his pissed with Harry cause he's one step closer. There's me thinking he was being over protective! Feel so silly. George was right. My phone is bussing in my clutch bag. I haven't the heart to pull it out. It's guna be Harry. Don't even wana think about Harry right now. What am I guna do? Now I've walked off my steam, I duno where the hell I am... I'm in a skirt.. At 11 o'clock at night..with mascara running down my face.. My god I'm slow? Why didn't I just go find lily and tell her?? She woulda sorted me out. I was kinda half hoping Alfie would follow me, pull me into his bear hug and whisper "I was only joking cheeks Jees you take life too serious girl!"
But he hasn't he don't care. Oh shit. There's a group of boys on bikes behind me. Shouting Alouda stupid shit. Urgh seriously if there mums could hear them. I need to get of the streets and somewhere safe. I'm guna get raped or mugged by some asbo's on bikes. Perfect end to a perfect night... One of them gets off their bike and starts following me on foot. "Oi! Oi girl I'm talking to you" just keep walking keep walking they will get bored eventually. "What you think your too good to talk to me?! Your just a dutty sket!! Look at you make up all over your face skirt barley covering your pussy. Go home you nasty bitch!!".
Oh god I can't take this. He's making my skin crawl. I really though I looked nice when I left tonight. At least their gone. Pricks. My legs are really hurting now. Oww! Just fell over. Again. Neer wearing these shoes again! Oh that fucking hurts my knee is bleeding. Nice one Vera. I need to get outta here and I now can't walk any further. I pull out my phone. Who am I guna ring ?? The girls are off limits, wouldn't wana spoil there night besides Alfie's probably span them some story. He's a good lier like that. Mums working. And she would kill me. George ? No George will drive me straight back to the party and stab Alfie. As much as I hate him right now don't wana watch him bleed to death, yet. Who am I guna call? My fingers fall to the E in my phone book. Ethan? He might tell George though. Don't think i have a choice right now. I press the call button and pray he's up.
Ring ring ring
E:err hello
V: (sniffles)
E: Vera? Vera! Hello what's wrong where are you? Thought you was at the party what's wrong???!
V: Eth I ...I need your help..
E: what's happened Vera is everyone ok where's lily?!
V: she's fine everyone's at the party still.. Ethan everything's so fucked up and and and I hurt my knee. Can you come pick me up?
E: ok ok I'm getting my keys where are you?
V: emm I don't know..
E: fuck V what is going on?? Yano what you can explain later. Look for a sign gimme the name of the road?