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Currently writing with all these snacks and Its pretty healthy you can't deny.

Michael:

Luke had left last night just before my mum got home, he promised to tell no one about the cocaine.

I was relieved to say the least, but at the same time I was petrified that this would trigger a string of constant monitoring from him. I didn't want to be babied or spied on.

I rolled around in bed for my phone, seeing no texts or calls from Luke. I frowned slightly, maybe he just didn't want to talk.

I got up and got dressed, deciding to just sit on the end of my bed as my TV blared out noise.

Then a knock on my bedroom door made me jump slightly. "Mum?" I asked.

I was proven wrong when the blonde stepped in with a grin on his face as he jumped over to me and hugged me.

"Mikeyy," He greeted.

"Hi," I laughed slightly, cuddling into his side as he sat beside me. "Why does my mum just let you in?" I asked.

"I'm not quite sure." He said with an adorable confused face.

"It's fine, I'm glad she does." I said, squishing his face playfully. He swatted my hands away.

"Stooop." He whined.

I smiled as I turned my head back to the TV. I felt him hold my hand and I didn't look at him, I was trying to tone down the blush I currently had.

"Wanna go to the park?" He questioned and I gulped. I hadn't actually left the street since I moved, I didn't usually like being social. I guess he noticed my nerves.

"It's just around the corner and no one's ever there." He assured me.

"I um... Okay." I breathed out.

He seemed satisfied with my answer as he laughed and waited for me to put my shoes on, then leading me out the house and down the road. It was kind of cold outside but I didn't mind one bit. As Luke had promised, the park was abandoned, I smiled slightly as my eyes diverted to the swings.

"Wanna go on the swings do ya?" Luke giggled as I looked down, slightly embarrassed.

"Don't be silly Michael, come on!" He yelled excitedly as he dragged me over, sitting on one as I sat on the other.

I started to swing slightly as we talked about random things. But the level of peace didn't last much longer, not that I expected it would.

"About last night..." The blonde looked at me blankly.

I felt my breath catch in my throat.

"I just... I don't get it Michael. How? How did someone as sweet as you get involved in all that?" He frowned.

I stared down at my hands nervously picking at my nails. "I... I wasn't always sweet." I shrugged.

"What do you mean?" He asked.

"I wasn't." I admitted. "I went out, I partied, I did drugs, I just wanted to forget about Steven." My eyes became watery.

"Why do you still have some?" He asked.

"I'm not on that drug anymore," I started, knowing I'd have to explain quickly because I didn't know how long I could keep my composure for. "My friend Calum gave it to me as a sort of leaving present."

"Leaving Present? Who is Calum?"

"He was my friend, but also my dealer. I was moved away because my mum found out about my addiction. She doesn't know I have any of it anymore. I don't want her to know." I said.

"Oh.." He replied quietly.

I swung in silence for a minute or two longer when he asked the next question.

"If I didn't come yesterday, would you have taken that?"

"I do not know. I cant predict myself. Sometimes it feels like it's not even me making those bad decisions, I don't wanna get back on that stuff Luke, but some nights I just want to so badly." I let a single tear trickle down my face.

"If you ever need me Michael I'm here, you don't ever bother me. Please just come over if you need someone." He plead, reaching out for my hand.

I nodded but couldn't help but cry, feeling pathetic for crying in a public place. Luke had a pained expression on his face as he motioned for me to come over.

I reluctantly walked the short distance to his swing and sat on his lap as he wrapped his open arms around me. I snuggled into his hoodie as I sniffled.

"Don't cry." He sighed.

"Why?" I croaked.

"You're too beautiful for that."

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KIND OF A FILLER. WAS A LITTLE STUCK WITH THIS BUT I THINK I KNOW WHAT TO PUT NEXT.

CANT GET OVER THE NEWS THAT IM GOING TO SLEEPING WITH SIRENS. IM GONNA BE ON THE FLOOR, IM GONNA DIE.

THANKS FOR READING GUYS, MEANS A LOT :) ILY x

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