Third person-
Tyler: Dan what's with Phil?
Dan: I don't know.. But I'm worried.
Peej: same!
Chris: me too!
Casper: me also!
Connor: I think I speak for everyone when I say we are all worried.
Shane: this is so weird..
Dan: what?
Shane: sure most of us were miss fits in some way but think about it, most of us have put all our illnesses behind us.
Joey: he is also the first one to gain one while being a YouTuber.
Dan: what do you mean joey?
Joey: he hasn't been depressed before. Most of us if we get an illness again it's because we all ready had it.
Ian: what could have caused it?
Dan: idk I can't help to feel like this is my fault.
Louise: oh Hun it's not!
Dan: I could have been there for him, but I wasn't.
Tyler: you couldn't have prevented it anymore.
Dan: but I could have helped. Been more aware. Stopped it from going so far.
Felix: *photo of Edgar* do you need a pug hug?
Dan: really?
Felix: YES!
Dan: ok thanks. I admit you made me laugh.
Felix: VICTORYYYYYYY
Dan: idk about the rest of you but this is exhausting. I'm tired. Night.
Dan-
I walk sleepily down the hall. I am too tired. I walk into Phil's room and slip into his bed, wrapping my arms around him making sure not to hurt him. I squeeze him and hold him in my arms.
I kiss his hair softly. Wow how have I never noticed his beauty?
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If I die
FanfictionNot understanding feelings for others is hard. Not understanding attraction is hard. But it's even harder when you don't understand yourself. Trust is hard when you can't trust yourself.
