Song // We The Kings - Sad Song
I sat on my bed eating the pizza looking across to Matts room. His curtains had been drawn since I got home. I checked my phone-
1:38 am.
I hadn't gotten any texts from Matt yet, which surprised me. Our 'kind of date' just got canceled and he hasn't even bothered to apologise or anything! I decided it was worth a shot and I texted him first.
H- Hey Mattchu I'm guessing you're asleep, or in a bad mood since you haven't talked to me since I left, but I just wanted to know if you're okay, I guess...
I fell back on my pillow and groaned loudly. All of a sudden there was a flash outside my window and the sound of thunder rang through my head.
Ouch.
My phone beeped and I immediately smiled, unlocking my phone.
It was just a notification from Twitter.
"@CameronDallas started following you!"
I sighed when I didn't see Matt's name but decided to go on this 'Cameron' dude's profile anyway.
Damn...This boy was hot!
I noticed how many followers he had - around the same as Matt. The link in his bio brought me to his vine account.
(I know it doesn't irl but it's for the sake of the story, okay? Okay.)
I spent the following hour watching his vines while my notifications blew up. They were really funny.
I started to wonder why he followed me in the first place. I assume it was through Matt so I went on his profile. When I saw his most recent tweet I smiled and covered my face with my hand.
@TheMattEspinosa:That Holly chick is pretty cute if you ask me👀
He tweeted it yesterday morning. I guess he wasn't online recently. Oh 🐋.
I really do miss him though...
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5:02am
I was awoken by the sound of thunder outside my window. This is actually getting pretty bad. I checked my phone - still no text from Matt. However I did have a text from my mom;
"Hey love💗Just heard from your school, since there's bad storms school is closed until further notice. Your dad and I also won't be back for another week because our flight can't leave in these conditions😁 Anyways stay safe and don't go out with an umbrella⚡️! I miss you and can't wait to be home! Love mom💜"
I locked my phone and put it on my bedside table. The thunder was too loud and I wasn't able to fall back asleep. I guess I wasn't gonna get any more sleep.
Peeping out my curtains, I saw that Matt's curtains hadn't budged. Maybe he just can't text me back because of the bad weather affecting his phone's signal. Yeah. That would explain it.
Keep telling yourself that, Holly...
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It was 12:40 and I had watched basically everything on Netflix so I took out my phone and decided to dm this Cameron guy. It couldn't hurt making new friends, could it?
H- Hey 😌
C- Hey Holly! I'm glad you messaged me:)
H- Oh yeah? And why's that?
C- Well you're really pretty and you seem so nice, I was wondering if you wanted to maybe get coffee with me sometime?
Wait, did a hot guy just ask me out?! Seriously?! Ok then.
H- Yeah sure! Starbucks at 3?
C- It's a date😊See you then!
Oh shit. Why did I just do that...I like Matt! I really like Matt! Okay, calm down, it's only coffee! Right? Right.
I need to stop overthinking every little detail of my life, it's so tiring.
I somehow pulled myself out of bed and started getting ready for my date.
I wore ripped skinny jeans and a black sweater. Casual, I know, but it's storming outside I can't exactly wear shorts.
-
I arrived at Starbucks at 2:54 and Cameron was already sitting inside. I smiled and walked up to him, giving him a hug.
"Wow Holly, you look gorgeous" I blushed "You don't look too bad yourself" I said playfully slapping his arm and he smiled.
I'm not gonna lie, his smile was gorgeous, but not as nice as Matt's.
Damn, Holly! You're on a date with a really attractive guy, stop thinking about Matt!
"What will I get you?" Cameron asked politely "Caramel Frappé please, thanks Cameron." "You can call me Cam, you know" he smirked at me before walking off.
-
Our date was going fine, but there wasn't any real connection between us. When I'm with Matt everything is just so different. I get butterflies and I feel like holding him in my arms all day until I can't realise I've stopped. I want to kiss him in cute places like his nose and his forehead.
"I had such a nice time with you today Holly." Cameron walked me out to my car "Me too Cameron" I smiled.
Suddenly Cameron grabbed my waist and pulled my lips towards him. Did he really think I was gonna kiss him after knowing him for a day? My question was answered as he smashed his lips onto mine. I tried to pull away but he had pushed me against my car.
This didn't feel right at all. Not for one second did I kiss him back. Eventually he pulled away, out of breathe. "Why didn't you kiss me back?" Cameron's eyebrows furrowed together in confusion
"I'm sorry, this just isn't right...I-I have to go. I'll text you tomorrow." I drove away leaving Cam dumbfounded at the side of the road.
I expected myself to drive straight home afterwards and for everything to be dramatic, but the traffic was really bad. I saw Cam running towards my car while I was stopped at a red light. He knocked on my window and I couldn't just leave him in the rain so I opened the window and called out to him, "Get your sorry ass in here right now". He got in my car and we drove to my house in silence.
When we arrived at my house I stormed inside. I was really mad that he kissed me.
"What exactly made you think you could make out with me?! We've known each other for a day!" I was not about to let this slip.
"I thought you wanted to! You can't get mad at me for something like this, take it as a compliment for gods sake! Any girl would die to make out with me!"
"Well I'm not into guys who wear their own ass as a hat! Goodbye Cameron!" I shoved him out my door and he stumbled backwards. What a jerk!
(Disclaimer : Again, I love cam! his character is obviously different to him irl)
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That was officially the worst date of my life. All I need right now is to be with Matt. It was currently 8:15 and had only been like 24 hours since I last saw him but idc. I pulled my phone from the rubble that is my pile of blankets on top of me right now and texted Matt again.
H- Em Matt where are you? You seem to be dead rn and I miss you:( come over as soon as you see this.
I watched romantic comedy films all night and cried at how alone I am (and how hot Ryan Reynolds is). I tweeted once before I went to sleep like I always do;
@chosenespinosa:My mind doesn't seem to want to forget you
All the fans freaked out at my indirect and I just rolled my eyes and fell asleep.
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