Being a Hollywood Actor's Girlfriend

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Finnick's POV

Love had asked me to roam around in the neighbourhood with her. And I agreed. Why wouldn't I?

But I paid special attention not to walk around the area near Andrea's house as I don't know what will happen if she sees me with Love. And I don't want to know also. She will break. Plus, the area around her house brought back memories. The time I spent with her, cycling with her..I didn't want to remember those memories. I need to forget them.That can never be my life. I belong here..with Love.

"This place is so beautiful," Love remarked, her hands slipping into mine.

"Yeah," I replied."And you are so beautiful." She looked really pretty today wearing a cute navy blue dress. The wind made her loose hair flow making her seem like a Goddess.

"Aww Finnick. Thank you." She gives me a peck on my cheeks.

My eyes fell on her six-inch stilletoes."Why do you need to wear them now? It's a casual day.."

She chuckled. "This completes my look. Without them, I won't get my get-up."

I rolled my eyes. She needs to take so much care to look beautiful. This color, this hairstyle, such footwear etc. etc. but Andrea, she doesn't need to do anything. She is so beautiful always.

Hell. What am I thinking? How does she pop out of nowhere?

I need to forget her. As soon as I can.

Or think of her as just a friend.

"Finnick, Let's go over there," Love says while pointing towards a narrow line.

"As you wish.." I say and we start walking there.

She stops after a few minutes and takes both my hands in hers. "I need to say something to you, Finnick."

I raise my eye brow at this and nod my head to tell her to continue.

"I have said it to you many times but I want to say this again and I mean it now more than ever. I like you, Finnick. You are the best boyfriend ever. You are so sweet and caring to me...you mean so much to me...um that's all I wanted to say I guess.."Love says, her each word very clear and her voice, poised.

"You are special to me, Love. And you are a great girlfriend," I say hugging her.

"Do you know it feels so good when you call me 'love'?" She grins.

"Yeah," I say.

She then takes me by surprise. She kisses me on my lips and keeps her hands around my neck. I was so taken by her aura, her perfume, that I kissed her back. She moves her hand in my hair and deepens her kiss. Now I could not control. I kissed her deeply, and this was the most intense kiss I had ever had with someone. But this was also the kiss in which I did not feel anything.

Halfway through the kiss, I started seeing things. Maybe I was getting insane because I imagined seeing Andrea and her dog, Noel standing nearby. Yes. I was seriously getting insane.

The other things which puzzled me was I was not at all interested in kissing Love. My mind kept wavering through other thoughts. It was like my body wants Love but my heart and mind doesn't. I was reminded of my kiss with Andrea. My kiss with Andrea was so sweet. I was getting so many emotions while kissing her. It was as if there was electricity passing between us. I still remember the taste of her lips. Mint.

Shit. See? Again Andrea comes back in my mind.

How will I ever live without thinking about her?

 

Andrea's POV

 

I went up to my bedroom and sat on the bed, with my fist tightly clenched around the knife, and tears still running down my face.

Why did he do this to me? How can he cheat on me?

But one thing is for sure.

The heart wants what it wants.

I can never stop loving him, no matter what he does. I still want him and only him.

But he cheated on you!

Wait.

I need to calm myself. I need to take out my frustration.

Here we go!

I slit my wrists with the knife again and again till blood started coming out. I pursed my mouth shut as waves of pain erupted in me.

I did my best to harm myself in whatever way possible.

Yes. More blood.

My life is horrible. I don't deserve this and I slit my hands once again. I shriek in pain but don't stop doing it.

Ah. It feels so good. I am slowly relieved of my frustation and anger. Ah. So good..So good.

I throw the knife and lay on the bed, heaving with breathlessness. My hands are covered with blood and my clothes are smeared with blood. I am not complaining though.

This is my top method to let go of my frustation, anger or any feeling which is boiling inside me. It works so well. Though I don't need to use it much.This is the second time I have used it since years.

I take a sigh.

I feel better.

I feel a lot lot better.

And then I slip into a black black world.

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