Psycho Mafia's Love

CHAPTER 45

2 HOURS PASSED-

2 hours passed, The room slowly fell quiet again. One by one, they left— the door clicking shut behind them, leaving only silence, And OHM with his NANON.

Still holding his hand. Still unaware. Nanon lay there… unmoving.
But inside—

Everything was loud.
Every word Ohm said… echoing... 

“He was my only light…”
“I destroyed it…”
“It was my fault…” -Nanon’s chest felt tight. Annoyingly tight.

Why…?

He had every reason to hate him. EVERY. SINGLE. REASON. Kidnapped,
Controlled, Dragged into a world he never chose.
So why—

Why did those words not feel like lies?
Why did it feel like… something real?
His fingers twitched slightly under Ohm’s grip.

This time—

He didn’t stop it immediately.

No one… his thoughts whispered quietly, almost unwillingly, no one has ever… - His throat felt dry.
…done this much for me.

That realization sat heavy in his chest.
Uncomfortable, Dangerous.
Because accepting that… Meant accepting him.

And Nanon refused to be that weak.
“…this is messed up,” -he thought, almost annoyed at himself.
A faint crease formed between his brows.

"He broke me… and now I’m supposed to feel something for him?"

Silence.
But then—
His eyes shifted slightly beneath closed lids.
"…then why does it feel like I already do?"

That thought, That one thought scared him more than anything Ohm had ever done. Slowly, carefully… so carefully His fingers curled. Just a little. Not enough to wake him.
But enough to feel. Ohm’s hand still there, Still warm, Still holding on.
Nanon’s breath hitched, almost unnoticeable.

…idiot,- he whispered in his mind.
He didn’t know if he meant Ohm, or himself?

Nanon stayed still for a while listening. Ohm’s breathing. Slow, Uneven, Asleep, Carefully… slowly… Nanon let his lashes lift just a fraction. Blurry at first.Then clear.
And there he was—

Ohm.

Head resting awkwardly by the bed… looking so innocent like a lost puppy... fingers still tightly wrapped around his like it was the only thing keeping him grounded.
For a second Nanon just stared at his innocent face. And said to himself.

"This.... This was the same man.. people fear to death?
The same man who never hesitated?
Now looking so… exhausted.
So… human."

His gaze softened, just a little.
Then he frowned, almost annoyed at himself.

"Why am I even looking at him like this…?"

He should pull his hand away. He should remind himself who OHM is? What he’s done, What he is. But—
He didn’t. Instead…Almost unconsciously…His fingers tightened around Ohm’s.
Not enough to wake him. Just enough to feel it. The warmth,The weight.
The… presence, Nanon’s breath slowed.

"This means nothing", he told himself firmly.

Absolutely nothing. But he didn’t let go.

Minutes passed.Or maybe longer.His eyes grew heavy again. Body still weak… mind too tired to keep fighting itself. Still holding onto OHM’S hand—
Nanon slowly drifted back to sleep. Not as a prisoner. Not as someone pretending.
But as someone who, just for a moment…Didn’t want to be alone.  But even in sleep there was almost a unrecogniseble smile in NANON's face.

(RG- Sawadi kha na everyone, I'm back and I'll be posting stories everyday from now. I had so many problems with this Wattpad account of mine. So after completing this story I'll make another fan page with the same name. And there was also another reason why I didn't posted because I had my exams so I needed to focus there... But now everything is sorted out.

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