"I remember when I first knew I loved you... We were 5 and playing hide and go seek and I found you but you fell and took me with you. I was on top of you looking into your beautiful ocean blue eyes. I remember when I almost had the courage to ask you out.. We were in seventh grade and Riley was talking to Farkle and you looked into my eyes and said 'So you think I'm a blonde beauty?' I couldn't help but smile. I was going to ask you out right then and there but I froze. I just nodded like a idiot and mentally cursed myself for chickening out. I remember when you cried on me because Katy and Shawn broke up and they said they were never getting back together. You cried for hours and I held you and told you it was alright. I remember when they got back together and I saw that million dollar smile again. I remember when we would sit outside your window everyday and talk. Talk about your day. Talk about my day. Talk about our problems. One thing we never talked about was how much I'm in love with you. I remember when you had your first boyfriend, his name was Rebel. I was filled with jealousy but I had to hide it. You two did everything together, from holding hands to making out in public. When you two broke up, you cried and cried. I tried everything to cheer you up. I broke down your walls but they built back up. I finally got you happy and that was the second best day of my life. I remember the worst day of my life was when we got into a big stupid argument and we both said some things we shouldn't of. I remember when I called you a 'broken bitch' and you called me a 'perfect fuckboy' knowing that my dad called me that as he hit me. We didn't talk for weeks and when we did you apologized everyday afterwards. I did the same but you told me not too. I told you everyday to stop but you wouldn't. I remember the first best day of my life was when you told me you was in love with me and you had tears streaming down your face. I was in shock. You had a fake laugh and said that you knew I didn't feel the same. You turned around and ran off before I could say I feel the same which brings me to the reason of this note. I want you to know that you need to be happy and find someone because I'm not going to be around for that. About time your reading this I'll be hung in my closet. I love you Maya Penelope Hart. Don't forget that. Don't forget me.
Love, Lucas"
I cried as I read the note and ran to his house. As I climbed through his window I saw him. Lifeless. I screamed so loud that Lucas' parents came in.
"Maya are you okay-oh my gosh?" she says. I burst into tears and they hug me.
"It's too late" I whisper and cry. I missed it. I should have stayed there. I should have waited for a response. Now he's dead because of me.
