Sequel to 'Jealous'
Maya's POV until said otherwise
Little do you know
How I'm breaking while you fall asleep
I was texting Lucas again.
Bae💖😍👫-Look Maya it's nothing, you want to be with Josh I get it
Me- No, please just let me explain what happened
Bae💖😍👫- Look I'm tired so I'm about to go to sleep, goodnight
Me- But it's only 8
And I never got a reply, a tear runs down my face and I wipe it..only for more to flow.
Little do you know
I'm still haunted by the memories
I was drawing, that's when the flash back came back...
"Wait Lucas!"
I start to breath heavily and knock down my notebook, paint, and pencil.
Little do you know
I'm trying to pick myself up piece by piece
I ran a hand through my long hair, why does it have to be so fucking long? I look at the scissors that was on my nightstand. I tap my fingers on the desk and nod to myself grabbing the scissors. I place it on my hair at my ear, I close my eyes and cut it. I continue to do it the whole way around and look in the mirror, shit what the fuck am I doing to myself?
Little do you know
I need a little more time
I wanted to call him again. I wanted to explained everything. But it's too late, I just want more time but I can't. I give up!
Underneath it all I'm held captive by the hole inside
I've been holding back for the fear that you might change your mind
I'm ready to forgive you but forgetting is a harder fight
I was looking through my Instagram when something catches my eyes, it's a picture of Sarah on Lucas's lap and him smiling. I throw my phone at the wall making it shatter, now it's too fucking late to do anything. I burry my face in my pillow and cry.
Little do you know
I need a little more time
School starts back up, but I don't know if I can do this. With my new hair, no boyfriend, and Lucas moving on so fast... I can't do it. I just, I need time to think.
Lucas POV
I'll wait, I'll wait
I love you like you've never felt the pain,
I'll wait
I promise you don't have to be afraid,
I'll wait
The love is here and here to stay
So lay your head on me
I lay in my bed staring at the ceiling, I remember when I use to sneak in her house and hang out or she would come over mine. She use to lay her head in my lap and I would play with her long blonde locks. I just have to wait, but I'll wait...as long as it takes.
(Did anyone read this in Holden's voice?)
Little do you know
I know you're hurting while I'm sound asleep
I got a text and glanced at it,
Babyy💞💖👫~ Lucas I'm sorry about that whole kiss with Josh thing
Me~ Look Maya it's nothing, you want to be with Josh I get it.
Babyy💞💖👫~No please just let me explain what happened
Me~ Look I'm tired so I'm about to go to sleep, goodnight
Which was true, I haven't got any sleep in the past week.
Babyy💞💖👫~ But it's only 8
I look at that message and click the power button, I sigh and lay down. I know Maya, she's probably crying right now. I don't mean to but...I don't know.
Little do you know
All my mistakes are slowly drowning me
Little do you know
I'm trying to make it better piece by piece
Little do you know
I, I love you 'til the sun dies
School starts tomorrow and I don't think I'm ready to face her. She's my everything and I love her but...what if she's dating Josh? Sarah runs up to me and sits on my lap, "Hey Sarah." I say.
"Hey Lucas. What's wrong with you?" She asked me.
"Nothing." I smile. I see a flash but ignore it.
"Get ready to see your bae." She tells me, I sigh and nod.
Oh wait, just wait
I love you like I've never felt the pain,
Just wait
I love you like I've never been afraid,
Just wait
Our love is here and here to stay
So lay your head on me
I walked into school and everyone was looking at me and whispering, in 'The Big City' word sure travels fast.
"Is it true?" Charlie asked me.
"What?" I ask acting like I don't know.
"About Josh, Maya, and you." He says, I nod and walk off.
"Did you guys see Maya?" I hear some girl say.
"Yeah, I can't believe it." Another responds. I wonder what happened to my-I mean Maya. I notice Riley and Farkle covering Maya. I walk over to them and they turn towards me. I still couldn't see Maya.
"Maya can we talk?" I ask, they move out the way and I see Maya with short hair. My jaw drops.
"Sure." She says, I look at her for a second and shake my head. I grab her hand and pull her towards the closet.
"Maya...why did you kiss Josh?" I ask, she takes a deep breath.
"Finally, okay so we were talking about all the good times we had and he was telling me how he miss us and I told him how he was the one who cheated on me. He then said he changed and I told him that I was in love, he then grabbed my waist and pushed me down smashing his lips onto mine." She says out of breath.
"Maya I'm so sorry." I say, she shrugs.
"Happens." She tells me. I pull her close making her lay her head on my chest.
I'll wait (I'll wait), I'll wait (I'll wait)
I love you like you've never felt the pain,
I'll wait (I'll wait)
I promise you don't have to be afraid,
I'll wait
The love is here and here to stay
So lay your head on me
Lay your head on me
So lay your head on me
I lift her face and kiss her making me feel those sparks I love.
'Cause little do you know
I, I love you 'til the sun dies
