me all me

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The bottom of that bottle never looks so pretty to me
I just want to drink completely.Forget everything
All the lies that you told me
Although the deception that you showed me
I just can't keep dealing with this
Everything with you was supposed to be pure bliss
How could you come and do this to me
I laid everything out on the table and you still did it to me
I don't know who I am anymore
This reflection is baseless and emptiness
The warm sun no longer touches my skin
All I guess the eternal coldness from within
Contemplating the best solution
Ending up with the worst form of devastation and dissolution
They are sat and watching swim up stream
Why they were all just sitting there laughing at me
My mind, I thought it was something funny to see
I want you to find out.You didn't give a fuck about me
The games you played are now seen
The lies you told me now unfold
He looked at me in the eyes and said so much to me
Only to leave devastation in your wake
How could this be
There's some form of some kind of entity
You keep telling me you won't leave without me
But to all this, I was just too blind to fucking see
Now here I am paying the ultimate price
I was willing to give up my life
For you to grow and succeed, even if it was without me
I was fooled to think that you care about me
I thought I was only dog in this fight
You were slick you kept all the other ones out of sight
Little, did you know i'm a veteran in this game
You go and push and push and push and take me to my limits
But you can't get blood out of stone
You can't get truth out of deceit
But I was able to see everything
Even the things you try to keep for me
There was no secret just silence
I know what you did.So just come clean
Put all the bullshit and the beating around the bush
Just come out and say it straight
Quit trying to fuck with my heart strings
Because, in the end, my heart turned cold
The man you see was a figment of your imagination
The love I gave was just a story that you told yourself

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