I won't leave it unsaid
I loved you at a time
Even when all you did was lie
Gave something that was a part of me
That I never shared why did I let this be
I'm going back to reculsivity
Staying under my rock for no one to see
Why put myself out there again
This time I will not bend
Holding it all in waiting for something
Will I ever know if it's coming
The rambling mind wants peace
The overthinking is killing me
The mind wont stop as the words flow out
Why is this happening to me
All I did was love you
I can't believe I ever trusted you
Make me feel like a fool
As if I'm consumable
I'm not here for your pleasure
Not here for you to be your treasure
You never knew what I had to say to you
Here I am and I cant even make it through
Words tumbling fumbling voice is trembling
Add some bass to make it through
But cant even stand the site of you
You did me so wrong
I gave you my all
In return you were gone
Your mental state was never here
No matter how you tried to make it appear
You think I didnt notice this
But this is where I left words unsaid
I lost my trust in you
Worrying about everything is that even possible
I just want to tell you fuck you
You never gave a damn about me
You just wanted my money
But I'm here to tell you now
Fuck you
I wont let you kill me any more
Wont let you bring me down
I wont play in your make believe town
Fuck you
Dont look for me
Calling me at 1 in the morning
I'm sorry what are you horny
Fuck you
I'm done with you
The words I spit are powerful
You won't be able to unhear these words
Fuck you
They are coming to you like a hot poker out of the fire
Why did you have to be a damn liar
I wasted so much time on you
When I could have been find my life without you
Dammit fuck you!!!!
