I will cut my flesh so you see I bleed
Leave my red blood in the sink
Let you hear my heart as it beats
Perfectionist with the perfectness
Winner with all my loses
Fighter with all my falls
Brush myself off and keep breathing
Walk the path I am on
Even though its dark and I cant even see it
You want my eyes so you can see
Give you my lungs so you can fucking breath
Take my legs so you can walk
But you cant take my shoes because you cant walk my walk
Cut my flesh so you can see I bleed
Leave my red blood in the sink
Let you hear my heart as it beats
I have my flaws
Shit I even except my short comings
Let me end this life so you see im not immortal
End this breathing and fucking heart beating
Watching as the eyes glaze over
Body becomes stiff
Im fucking feeling all of this
You see I am a human being
I wake all is clear fire all around me
Cold to touch but warm to see
Where the fuck am I?
Heaviness on my back
Black wings that I once lacked
Skin so dark matches the ashes by my side
I move forward to looking and get my barrings
All this so familiar I been here before
Hearing screams and deep psychotic laughs
Recalling times that have long passed
Taking a deep breath I know where I am
Cut my flesh to show you I dont bleed
Nothing sits in that empty sink
Dont get to close you will burn for I am not me anymore
I shall take my crown amongst those in dispair
I shall run this bitch as I see fair
I will hide from the world thats turned against me
I will no longer breath for you
I will sit and wolly due to you
Legs are changing
This heart is aching
This solid rock hard extremities
Splitting headache they are causing
As I sit here and try not to forget
But I cant remember it all
Give in and say just fuck it all
Why try to be who I am not
Why give up everything just to exist in your world
Forget who I am to be able to be
Fuck this and everything in fucking between
Why should I even fucking bother
All I do is keep fucking thinking
I dont even know who the fuck I am
Who the fuck am I!
