Want me to beg and plead
For something that was never for me
Today youre going to see
Who i can really be
You thought the hours were tough
Imagine days months years
I stepped back from everything
Gave up the world just to stand beside you
Yet here where are yet again
The bullshit never fucking ends
Why sit and fuck with my head
Even lay in my bed
Just to jump out for your selfish needs
You need to watch me bleed
So you can see its really me
That seed of doubt planted firmly
As you nurture it for it to grow
Here I am going with the flow
Against my Taurus ways
Here I am choosing to stay
I should just give up anyway
Im sitting on the tracks waiting for the express
Its running behind today
I only have myself to blame
Ope ing back up in any wayim
I should have stayed cold and alone
At the end of the day No one got me but me
Nothing can be positive
I bath in the negative
Damage and pain isnt figurative
The words you said have no weight
This false love state
I should have heeded the warning
Sorry im so fucking boring
This is the story of my life
Watch me as I take it back
The power within me
Give you nothing to hold onto
When this storm arrives hold on tight
Don't take this lightly
You came into my life like a whirlwind
The hurricane that destroyed it all
