I lose myself for your sake
I give and give while you take
Your love was never there
Words are words without actions
Saying one thing and doing another
I wanted to give you the world
Even if it meant I was left behind
Your words were a lie
I just want to lay down and die
I was never you home
Just your safe space in it all
You would hold my hand
But it never really made the landing
You play this game all along
Im just a place dont prolong
Tell the truth about it always
Why cant i just be loved
All these secrets going on
Like I wont notices it
But I watch everything
Even with the words of nothing
You never wanted to be with me
It was all just temporary
The weight to drags me down
No light at the end of the tunnel
As if running into a funnel
The mirror on the wall
Shows the secrets of it all
The level of being alone
The tears shed that flooded the raveen
Climb to the highest tree
Cant keep letting these things be
You playing a game you lose with me
Let it keep coming you will see
No lie or tearing anything
My ships anchor has disappeared
Youre not slick anymore
I see it feel it and smell it
