Watch as the veins open and bleed
See the bath tub turning red
No this isnt a dream or anything in between
The water overflows red
The bathroom floor covered with my wet soul within
Lose of light in my eyes
Darkness takes over and devours the insides
Watch me as I lay and die
Dont offer aid for its all a lie
You never wanted to keep me alive
You wish i wasnt even around
Dont look for me its too late
Dont wonder if im ok
You had your chance when i was there
But was to busy with yourself always
Dont cry as my body burns
Dont drop acting as if you cared
Dont even come to say farewell
I already told you that you can go to hell
Oh what a tangle web we weave
What a destructive path we leave
You watch the tub fill with blood
For it was all caused by you
Watch as loved ones cry
Dont you dare shed a tear
I dont have any crocodiles here
Your tears are fake just as you will see your words are some day
Your heart is a void
The black hole of emotions and love
You took from me what can never be returned
You gifted me what can never be taken away
You left me with lose of words
And the crashing of my world
Let explain im not doing this for you
Im not doing this for them
This is for me since i am tired of the in between
Look into my eyes one last time now awake
For this is just your dream
You wont watch my tub turn red
All my soul begin its retched torment
You want see my cast to hell
For you arent worth it all
About you thought this was about you
Little do you know i see through you
Crystal glass shattered into pieces
Who the fuck do you think your kidding
Never question my resolve
Then whimper at my words
For you are a liar
A fucking trickster too
Never think I am down and out
For then I have to show you what im all about
Feel that shaking turn to trembling
See the colors all fade away
Enter a dark room only to make it darker with you
Watch as the moon light fades
The sun wont rise for you today
You wont kill me
You wont end me
I am too strong for thee
Never think you won
Never think you know
You dont know shit
Let me get that through to you
Wait I wont bother
For your head split like an oyster
You arent capable
You dont even know for sure what you say is true
Wrap your head around that
Hahaha
Whats the matter you cant
This world deceives you
Continue to lie
Live your life without a why
Use God in your favor
For he will smite you
Just to teach a lesson
You have been lessened
Dont look for me
Dont reach for it
It will do nothing but torment you some more
I know what you crave but you wont get it anymore
I wont even give you a mold of it
Stay away from me with your darkside
Im the force you never realized
Continue to watch as i grow
For you will be the only one left alone!