The gates are now opening for me
But its a bit hot here
How can this be?
The fire gates open embracing me
While heavens pearly gate shut so quickly
I am not a bad man just a man in a bad place
Forgiveness is not in my future
Happiness is perversion of the mind
Contention a lie on a hallmark card
Looking through the glass ceiling pane
Reruns all going through my mind
Was i guilty and wrong
Or
Was i free and right
No one can answer this for me
I will never know the truth of that evening
All i know is i try and things fall apart
But when i dont give a fuck its starts
The curse of sadness and lonliness
Overcoming the world that doesnt exist
Outcast of my own skin
They say its all from within
Do you not see my battle scars?
Do you not see the damage of my heart?
Do you not see the tears filling my eyes?
No for i am a man in a bad place
No feeling no emotions no thoughts
Only endless skills that will never end after all
Hurricanes cant reach the level in my mind
Earthquakes dont shake my core
Tsunamis dont make me search for higher ground
Instead i live through it
Calming the internal storm
Relaxing the shaking earth
Control the roaring sea
Why you ask?
For I am the man in a bad place not the bad man of this place
I fight my demons and i do it well
I dont accept the angels for they sent me to hell
Your sword of fire wont conquer my iron fist
Nor will the dark blades win over my soul
You ask am I tortured?
No i complete the torturing
I push you to your limits until you cry no more
I am not your comforter rather your soul conqueror
Watch as i bring your walls crashing
As i end your suffering of this world you call yours
Come take my hand as i show you the truth of all going on
Does this scare you now?
Oh it does then dont ever think you can be me
WHENEVER.......
