The Waiter

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You say your world is crumbling before you
He broke your heart and you can't go on
You look to me for comfort and care
Then you fuck him never giving me a chance
You let him break u and tear u down
Calling me crying on the phone when your all alone
Telling me to come save you
OK I'm coming to get you
Then to get a text saying it's all OK
He never means to do it anyway
You crack under his pressure bow to his wants
Never knowing there is more for u than meets the eye
You ask why can't I just be happy for you
It's hard when your crying and begging me to make it stop
Then when I do your mad because he is hurt
You never look at me more than ur to go to
I'm the one you call when no one else listens to you
You look for me when ur dying and diseased
Never thought I could be the one to make you happy
You crushed my hopes and dreams
I stood back and waited for you to come and put me at ease
Instead you cry and yearn for someone who will never love u
That is what u want then leave me alone
I can't take this anymore
I gave you every bit of me from prom to everything recently
Your mom sees it your dad says it
Your sister thinks it
Yet no one see the turmoil you put me through
Asking me to join family events but do I bring a date
To then watch u on his arm laughing as all away
I cant do this anymore I rather have no heart and die
Then see u with him hear the things ur telling him
I gave it all for you always there at the drop of a hat for you. I can't do this anymore
All I want to do is scream and yell fuck you
You never cared about me played me like a set of fucking harp strings
Backed me into a corner with false hope
Never giving me the truth of anything anymore
I can't deal with this I can't deal with you so I must end this
Once and for all no more me no more you
I took these pills they may be kicking in
I can't believed I ever loved u
U broke my heart through and through
I can't do this anymore I can't be that person no more
Find another u can string along
I'm no punk bitch and I will see this through
Hands are getting the shakes thoughts are racing where am I going with this
What am I doing
It's too late to stop it
It's over for me but now u can live happily
With fuck boy in ur bed while I know I'm in ur head
It's OK I'm done with you and all this is true
I will say I love u for one last time but the curtains are closing on my show
With that I must .........

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