Them

Pain

Michael's P.O.V.

I had known who Livy was the whole time. I had to tell her so she didn't completely fall apart. If she wasn't in my life to help me regain my memory, it wouldn't ever come back. The only reason I knew about the band and who she was because of her tone of voice and the way she treated me. At first, I didn't know what her name was or exactly what type of person she was, I just knew she was the love of my life. 

"Livy, thank you for helping me do this. I couldn't do it without you, I already know. You have no idea what parts of me are going to come back yet you still want to help me. It means a lot to me. Thank you."

"It's really no problem. I'm gonna go get the boys to see if they can help you in any way. I'll be back after they talk to you." She walked out and after about 4 minutes, the boys walked in. 

"Hey Michael. I just wanted you to know that I'm here for you for anything you need. I want to help you become the old Michael again." Luke came and sat right next to me. Calum and Ashton came and sat on the floor right next to Livy's bed. Luke laid down on the bed and put his head on my stomach.

"Guys, I know you're there for me and all but, I don't really need the help. Not from you, not from Livy, not from anyone. The reason is, I already remember a lot of stuff about my life and everyone's life. The girls were trying so hard and I just couldn't tell them. They cared so much. I'm just going to slowly pretend my memory has returned to show them that they helped me, especially Livy. She really wants to help me and I don't wanna ruin that." The only one that looked shocked was Calum.

"Isn't this wrong though. Lying to them to just make them feel better. They would like it more if you were fine. What about how Chris feels? Haven't you thought about that? Livy hates his guts now because of what happened to you." Calum asked.

He was right. It wasn't right, but  I couldn't tell them now. "I can't tell them the true now Cal. Please don't tell anybody about this please. I'll have my memory come back soon and they will be happy. I will make sure they know later about what I did. You are right, it wasn't right." 

"Mikey, we all know you will do the right thing, you always do. If you really love Livy, which I think we all know you do, you'll make sure she doesn't get hurt. We won't say anything to anybody. We are still here for you no matter what happens. We love you like family Michael." Ashton was so sweet all the time and I felt bad because I knew about what was happening with Brittany.

"Thanks Ashton. I love you guys too." Luke got on top of me and just laid there. Then, soon enough, Ashton and Calum joined. Calum getting on first, then Ashton. "You guys are killing me. Please get off." They hadn't gotten off until Livy came in.

"What are you idiots doing," I couldn't help but smiling a little because she said 'idiot' "Is Michael okay with this?" Oh no.

"Yea. He remembers us so he was okay with it. We'll go now, tell us if you need our help with anything." Ashton got up and left the room along with the others after him. 

"Hey Mikey. Did they help you at all?" This is the perfect opportunity to have some of my memory 'come back'.

"Yea, they actually helped me remember a lot. They told me about a lot of our tours and just seeing them brought memories back." She smiled and walked over to me and laid down on top of me,which was okay because she weighed a lot less then the three boys combined on top of me.

"I'm sorry this happened to you. I love you a lot and this isn't fair. I won't stop helping you." 

I push her chin up and say "Babe, you don't have to help. I'm perfectly fine. I didn't remember much at first, but after talking to you and the boys, I remember everything. I'm okay."  I couldn't tell how she was gonna respond.

She leaned up and started to kiss me. After about 6 minutes, I pulled away. "Why are you doing this to me? I don't deserve it?"

"I'm doing it because I really love you. You mean the world to me and this is the one way I can show you."