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Chapter 18

I'm at my home packing some clothes and needs in a backbag. Slash is sat down on my bed with his elbows resting on his knees and his head is resting on his hands as well. He's watching my all of my moves. He's just there, watching me and with his rose lips smiling at my action of moving for his house for a few days. I'm happy I'm going to spend some days at his house. I can spend more time with him and with the rest of the guys. I don't know how many times I'll be with them. Could be days, mouths or even years. Who knows? I zip the backbag. I finished. "Done." I say.

"Let's go then?" Slash says setting up onto his feet.

"I have to make a call. I'll meet you at your house." I say as I walk to him to give him a kiss. His lips are additive and I can't be for much longer without kissing them. Those light pink lips have the poison I need.

"I can wait for you." He says touching my hair delicately with his fingers. His forefinger touches my cheek really softly. His gentle touch makes me vibrate. Makes the butterflies on my stomach fly really fast making happiness groan up inside me. I pass my thumb through his lips and then his right cheek. We smile to each other.

"No need to bother. Go home. I'll catch you there" I say and kiss him. He's not satisfied with my propose. "I can compensate you later" At hearing my words he smiles. Now he's happy about something that he's not sure about. He doesn't know really well what we are going to do, but I guess those simple words sopken with that kind of a seductive tone, made him happy and imagine some kind of good things we could do later. He lands his hands on my tiny waist as pushes me softly. His lips meets the curve of my neck. With some kisses down on my neck, this curly guy makes me moan low a little moan.

"I hope we do things like this." He says looking at me with a smile. I smile in response. He kisses my forehead and leaves the room.

I sat down on my bed and grab the telephone that is in the beside table landing it on my lap. I start marking the numbers for the combination that became a routine past the months. I know the combination of numbers as I now my birthday date. It had became a routine marking these numbers with this order that I decorated. The sound of the phone calling makes my heart beat faster in my tiny chest. It seems that it will get out ripping my skin off.

"Yes?" I hear a familiar voice coming from the phone.

"Mr. Campbell?" My voice shakes as I say his name. I don't know why I'm acting like that. I called him so many times, it was part of my routine in N.Y. calling Mr. Campbell. This is not the first time. But the first time after almost a month.

"Oh, Sheena. So good to hear your sweet voice. I already told you not to call me like that. Please, call me Collin." I hear his sweet and gentle voice through the phone. It's so good to hear a familiar voice. "So, how have you been?" Ok, first I think I should explain who is Mr. Cam- Collin, I mean. Collin is my doctor in New York. He's a 26 year old handsome tall blonde doctor with the eyes of the bluest sky. He's also Australian and has a sexy Australian accent. Yeah he can be handsome and have a sexy accent, but I was never attracted by him in that way. I just say these things because I'm not blind, and he's really as I'm describing. Handsome, attractive and sexy. But continuing the story. He became my doctor on the day he found me on a street without exit having a panic attack. My body shook from everywhere, I couldn't breath, talk or stop crying. If he didn't showed up, I don't know what would have happened to me. Since that he's my doctor and friend. He knows everything about me. I knew and know that I can trust him. He was my only true friend in New York.

"Fine." I shrug. "And you?"

"Don't say that you're fine because you're not." He pauses his speech. He noticed that I'm not ok. He knows that when I shrug words it's because I'm not that fine or I just don't give a fuck about the subject "Sheena, what happened?"