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Chapter 44

Narrator's POV

Life hasn't been the same for Sheena since her little talk with Bernadette. Actually, her life hasn't been the same since the day she discovered that she cheated on the love of her life with his best friend and also boyfriend of her best friend.

Life is a bitch sometimes.

After she had woken up from the coma, all that Sheena could think about was how much she wanted to go back to sleep forever again.

Life wasn't worth it anymore. She had lost everything, so, what would she be doing here anyway?

She has been thinking a lot. Now she does that a lot when she's alone. She doesn't have much opportunities because now the boys don't leave her side.

Izzy finds every excuse just to be with her. Axl and Steven promised they would be better big brothers and they are accomplishing it. Duff is trying to be a good friend, although every time they are together a weird atmosphere floats by.

But in the lack of time that she has been just by herself, she has been thinking, and thinking and then over thinking about something and she has concluded that everything is Bernadette's fault.

If it wasn't because of Bernadette, she wouldn't had been raped, and if that hadn't happened, she would have never gone to Guns' house that night and she would never have sex with Duff.

Bernadette has ruined Sheena's life and the life of everyone around her.

But anyways.

Let's not think about that bitch now.

Today is supposed to be a good day. Or, at least, a different day.

Today, Nirvana, the band of Jade's brother, is going to have a show in a little pub on the Sunset Strip.

Sheena invited Izzy and Steven to go with her, but unfortunately they declined her offer. She didn't know why they said no but she couldn't care less to be honest. Axl said no too. He said he'd love to go, but he already had plans for that night. For last, there was Duff. And, as the rest of the boys, he said no. Jade had already invited him and he said no on the first place.

The only option for Sheena was to go with Jade and Bernadette. As hard as it seems, she had no other choice and to be beside the pair was turning into a horrible and compelling experience.

Sheena had never thought she could be in this situation, but unfortunately she is and she can't escape now.

She had other priorities to worry about besides the two girls: the music.

Sheena had only accepted to go for a reason and a reason only: the band. This is all she cares about. She came to watch the band and to listen to their music, not to have an awkward chat with her best friend and with the girl who whished she was dead.

The little gig, with a set of 45 minutes, is coming to an end and Sheena is loving every single second of music.

The band is really good and different from everything she had heard in Los Angels' bars and pubs. It's not rock or punk. but isn't metal either. Jade told her it's called grunge and the more Sheena listens to it, the more she loves it.

The gig ends up and the girls head to the backstage, as Kurt, Jade's brother, told them to.

The three girls enter in the backstage and are welcomed by the band: Kurt, who plays guitar and sings, Krist, the bass player and Chad, the drummer.

They quickly say their hello's, introducing themselves, and start drinking, talking and smoking pot.

If someone saw them, it could be said that they all have known each other for years. It was nice and Sheena was having a good time for once. She totally forgot about Bernadette and got into a deep conversation with Kurt.