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Chapter 17

Sheena's POV

We step inside the police station and there's no cop to be seen. I don't like this place. I wanna leave. I wanna leave now.

"There's no-one here, let's go away." I say, turning around in the attempt to leave this hell but Slash's body blocks me and I shock against him.

"We are going nowhere before doing the report." Slash says, with his arms around me, not allowing me to move. I try to fight, but it's pointless.

"Ok. Fine." I groan giving up. And finally, a cop shows up.

"How can I help you? Sir, ma-am?" A woman shows up and sat down behind the desk. She's kind of fat. She has a dark straight hair and dark eyes as well. She's not very ugly and seems nice and not rude just like all of women officers of LA.

"No, we're leaving, thanks" I try once again to escape but Slash blocks me again. I really want to leave this hole. I don't want to do the report. I don't want to remember. I just want to forget this whole thing and pretend that it never happened.

"We want to report a sexual abuse." Slash says coldly. No, no, no. Memories from yesterday, snaps my mind. No, I don't want to remember. Please, I just want to forget. Sheena, it never happened. It was just a bad dream. That man doesn't exist. I try to dominate my mind, but it's pointless. My mind doesn't obey my orders and I remember everything that happened yesterday. Everything that happened at the Gas Station passes through my eyes. My mind only plays tricks on me. What I want to forget always comes right in front of my eyes, but what I want to remember is cleaned up. I want to forget this stupid shit and I want to remember what happened between me and Duff. I'm kind of curious and afraid. I don't know. The woman's voice snaps my thoughts.

"Oh, I see... Please have a sit." She pointed to the chairs forward the desk. We sit down and she speaks once again turning to me. "So darling, tell me what happened." How does she know that I was the one abused? Oh, yeah, right. Women are the only ones who are sexually abused. Men don't suffer from that shit called being sexually abused in a dark corner in the middle of the night.

"I was sexually abused at a gas station by a man that I don't remember his face." I say really coldly just like I didn't care about it or I wasn't afraid anymore. Yesterday I panicked every time I tried to tell Slash. Today I told to this woman as I say I went to the grocery store. Just like it was irrelevant for my life. It's so weird. I feel really weird about this. I just blurted it. Am I changing again? What will I become? A really cold person who doesn't care about anything, anyone and even myself?

"You don't really remember anything from the guy?" The officer asks. I start thinking hard about his face. I saw it, so I have to remember. Think Sheena, think. This bastard has to pay. And then, after some struggle I remember some things.

"I actually do. He has bear, bald, bad boy face. But he was old. Around the 40's... This is the best I can do... I'm sorry..." I say disappointed. I should remember more than that.

"Oh, it's ok sweetheart. What you said was enough. I already know who you are talking about." She says with a satisfied tone.

"Really?" Me and Slash ask surprised. How? I just said some characteristics about him...

"Yeah." She opens a file and shows us a paper with the resister and a picture of a guy. The guy looks like who I described some minutes ago. I guess it's him. I give a better look to the picture and yes, it's him. This was the bastard who did that shit to me. "This guy." She pats the picture with her finger. "This guy escaped from jail about a few days ago. I heard that his niece had helped him to escape. The register of this guy is full with sexual abuses, drugs and gun dealing." She says. This guy is horrible. Discounting. "I just need some more details about what happened and you can go." And so we did. I answered the woman's questions and we left the police station.

"Can we go to that coffee shop? I really want a doughnut and a cappuccino." I beg to Slash, shaking his hand which was holding mine. Just like a little kid with his father.

"Yes, of course darling. Everything for you." He gives me a smile and I smile back. I'm really happy. Just like I dropped something from my shoulders. Slash was right. This was the right thing to do. I feel so more relieved. I feel free. There's just one think that is bothering me. Last dawn with Duff... I remember nothing and I'm afraid that something happen. I was having weird thoughs about him that night and I'm afraid that I may have cheated... We step into the coffee shop and the first thing I spot is Jade and Duff. They are in a table in the right corner beside the window.

"Look, there's Jade and Duff. Do you want to go see them?" I ask Slash, pointing to them with my forefinger of my free hand. The other is still holding Slash's. I watch them and I noticed that Jade is talking to Duff, but he's not paying attention to any of her words. He's buried on his thoughts. He doesn't care about the outside world. He locked himself in his own world with all of his deep thoughts.

"Yes, why not" Slash shrugs and we go to their encounter. "Hi guys." Slash says and I wave smiling. Jade turns to us and greets us with a big hello and a smile. Duff doesn't remove his eyes from the empty mug which are in his hands are placed in. "Hey, Duff. Dude? Are you there?" Slash asks waving his hand in front of Duff's locked eyes, but then he wakes up from his trance.

"Oh, hi guys. How are you doing?" He greets us with a small smile.

"So, I'm gonna get something to drink. Do you guys want something?" I ask.

"No, I'm fine." Jade simply replies.

"I'm fine too" Slash says.

"I do, but I go with you." Duff says, getting up onto his feet. Slash takes Duff's seat and starts chatting with Jade while me and Duff walk to the counter.

I put my hand in the counter and I starting patting it with my fingers doing some kind of rhythm waiting for an employer. I have to ask Duff if he remembers anything from last dawn. "Uhh... So... Duff..." I start with a bad start.

"Yeah?" He turns to me with his brown-green eyes sparkling and looking straight at me. Oh my god, those eyes...

"Do you... Do you remember anything from last dawn?" I ask, a little bit nervous. My voice shooks in every word I said.

"Uhh, some things only..." He answers. "We chat a bit, drank almost all the vodka and at some time we fell asleep..." He says what he knows.

"Don't you remember anything else?" I ask. I have to be sure that nothing escapes...

"No, sorry. But I guess nothing else happened... Why do you look so worried?" He asks with a confused tone and expression on his handsome face. I'm really super worried, I can't avoid it. My biggest fear is that somehow I cheated on Slash and he will never forgive me. I really love Slash, no matter what.

"Worried? No, I'm not worried. I just want to be sure that was just talking, drinking and sleeping."

"Don't worry, it was just that." He says, putting his arm around my shoulders and pushing me to his side giving me then a side hug.

A/N: I know, I know, this chapter is short and boring, but I had to do the police station part, I couldn't skip it. I have so many ideas for the next chapters and I'm really excited to start writing them. This book is going to be long because I like long books abd I have many great ideas for this book so I really hope you have enought patience to read it and of course, wait for the updates.

But anyway. So Duff lied to Sheena about last night and I would like to know what do you think about it and your opinion about why he did it. Please.