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Chapter 19

Duff's POV

My body is over hers. Our bodies against each other. My right hand is landed on her thigh, my palm is rubbing lazy circles in sync with my body pressing on hers. My other hand his holding hers over her head. She has her other hand on my back with her nails creased on it and her legs are around my hips. My lips meet her neck and I start sucking it, nibbling and she moans my name low almost in a sight. I collide her wet lips with mine. I break the kiss and look at her. The candle lights her beautiful face. The light touches her bare skin softly. Her deep green eyes are looking straight at mine like they were reading my mind. She looks so innocent, so naive, so pure. What am I doing? Why am I doing this? This is wrong. I sit with my back against the couch and sigh. She sits on her knees in my direction. She dresses up her tee and speaks.

"What we did is so wrong..." she picks the boxers she was hearing before up and dress them up, sliding it slow along her long and skinny legs.

"Yes, it is." I agree. I'm not proud of what I did. "And it was all my fault. I kissed you first." I start blaming myself because it's my fault. I should've kept my dick in pants. You're so stupid Duff. You cheated on your girlfriend.

She gets close to me, still on her knees and grabs my hand. "It's not only your fault. It's mine as well. I kissed you back. And you did not obey me do anything. I had that desire as well. I don't know why. I don't know why I was thinking so much about you. I don't know why I wanted to kiss your lips..." She looks like a scared child who did something and doesn't really know the reason why she did. She's so scared. I can see the fear in her beautiful face. Her bright green eyes aren't now bright but dark.

Part of me regrets what I did, but the other doesn't. The other feels realized. No. No. This is wrong. I love Jade. I really do love her. I know she's the one. But I feel rejected. I've been rejected for the last two weeks. No sex, no kisses, she doesn't even see me. Yes, I saw her today at the Rainbow. She was there with that girl... Brenda? Brittany? No, Bernadette. Yes, that slut. Jade is always with her. She has been spending more time with that bitch than with me. I know, this is not an excuse for cheating... With her bestfriend, girlfriend of my band mate and also bestfriend. I'm a shitty person.

"C-can we just kiss for the last time?" I ask hesitant. She's gonna slap me. Duff, why can't you learn? Stupid dick. You're so stupid.

She has no expression. She's just looking at me. Confused, maybe, about my stupid question. Isn't it enough the sex you had with her on the couch? Now you even want a goodbye kiss? You sound like a naive child Duff. "Y-y-yes... I guess..." She finally says something, but hesitate too. My head gets closer to hers. I land my hand on her cheek and press my lips against hers in a wet kiss. Oddly, she kisses me back. Something cutt off our kiss. The bell. Wait, I don't remember having some bell ringing. Oh, yeah, reality. The bell rings once more, bringing me back into reality.

I stand up from the couch with a sight. I head to the door and open it. When the door is opened and revealing the person who's behind it, I see Sheena. Great.

"Oh, hi Sheena. Come on in." I say, letting her pass.

"Hi, is Slash home?" She asks. She looks so beautiful. She's wearing Slash's clothes once more, but she looks so sexy with them on.

"Hmm, no. He left 15 minutes ago, I guess..." I say, heading to the living room. I sit on the three seats couch and she sits on an armchair while taking her backbag off her shoulders and landing it on her lap.

"Weird. We were suppose to meet here... Did Slash tell you?"

"Tell me what?" I ask confused. Is there something to tell me?

"I'm gonna spend some days over here. If you and the guys don't mind of course." She says, playing with her finger. This suprised me. I wasn't expecting this. I don't know if I'm happy with this or not...