yᴏᴜ'ʀᴇ ᴍy ʜᴏᴍᴇ

Chapter 8

I woke up with the smell of pancakes, bacon, eggs and a microwave apple pie. It smells really good. Is Slash in the kitchen? Wait, does Slash cook? I wanna go to be with him, but at the same time I don't wanna leave this couch.

Slash spent the night here with me. We fell asleep on my chaise long. We slept on the most cute position. Spooning. It was so cute. I've never felt so nice, so good, so wonderful, so loved in a man's arms. I'm just happy when he is around. The other night when I told him to leave, I didn't want to. I wanted him there, by my side. I want him always by my side. I need him. I know, it is awkward saying this day to night. But there's something about him that touched me. Touched my heart. And I know, I feel that I can trust him and will never force me to do things that I don't wanna do, unlike Chad. Oh well, whatever. I don't want to think about it so. Slash. This boy is so special. He's a rock fucking star, but when you know him better he doesn't look like one. Rock stars don't care about girls and about their feelings. They just want a good fuck and drink all night and day. But Slash is different. And I think Axl, Duff, Steven and Izzy are different too.

I have to take my ass out of this couch as soon as possible. I wanna hug him so much. I get up and walk to the kitchen. When I step inside I see the kitchen island full of food. Pancakes, eggs, apple pie, coffee, milk, orange juice and two plates, two mugs and two knifes and forks. Slash is cooking something on the cooker. I stay behind and kiss his bare shoulder.

"Good morning, beautiful." He says.

Good morning" I say with a big smile on my lips as I stay by his side and see what he's cooking. He's making bacon. I love bacon. "You didn't have to, Slash." I put my head against his shoulder.

"Of course I had to. I had to and I wanted to. I wanted to make a special breakfast to a special girl. So, let's eat?" He says, putting the bacon on a plate and then putting it on the kitchen island.

"Let's eat then." I kiss his lips. I had to.

I'm about to finish eating my delicious meal. "Slash, this is delicious. I didn't know that you cooked."
"Yeah, I do cook. Not as well as Duff, but I cook some good things..."

"Duff cooks too?" I'm shocked.

"Yeah. He cooks pretty cool and delicious things. And you? Do you cook?"

"Not much. Just the basic stuff. Do you know if the newspaper delivery man already passed here?"

"I don't know, why? Do you read the newspaper?"

"No, but I need to find a job."

"You don't need to search babe."

"What? Why?"

"Because I know the boss of Rainbow and he needs employers. So I'm gonna talk to him and tell him a beautiful friend of mine, that I would like to call her my girlfriend, needs a job. I'm gonna talk to him today." He says. I would like to call her my girlfriend. This words echo through my head. He wants me to be her girlfriend. And I wanna be his girlfriend. Ok that sounds crazy I know. I could get hurt again. I should not trust people like this. But after the whole New York thing I learned to follow my instinct. I didn't do it before. Those were times that my instinct told me what to do but I didn't do it because I didn't trust myself and others. But now, I'm gonna trust in my instincts and in myself.

"Thanks Slash, thanks a lot. What you're doing for me is priceless. But could you repeat it again? I guess I didn't hear it well..."

"What? Which part?"

"That part about your friend." I challenge.

"That a beautiful friend of mine that I would like to call her my girlfriend needs a job? Is that it?"

"Do you really want to call that girl your girlfriend?"

"Yes, I really want. I want love her with all my heart and soul. I wanna protect her. I wanna give her gifts, roses and cute things. I wanna tell her that she's mine and I'm her. But of course she doesn't want that..." He finishes, sounding sad.

"And what if I tell you that girl wants everything you said. She wants it all and from you." I say.

"How do you know that?"

"She told me"

"And you think I can kiss her now?" He says, getting up from the seat and coming to me. I turn around to see him. He's staring at me with those beautiful dark sparkling eyes. I nodded and he kisses me. I set up and put my arms around his neck and he put his arms around my wait and I kiss him passionately. A long kiss which is taking my breath away. Our lips separate and I can finally breathe.

"I have to go play with the guy but you have to come over. Come on, it's gonna be fun. Bring Jade, she seems to be a funny girl." He says, kissing my nose.

"I can't bring Jade with me..." I say shyly.

"Why?" He asks.

"She's mad at me because of a stupid bitch."

"What do you mean?" He's confused.

"Yesterday she came over with some bitch called Bernadette. And in private I told her that I didn't like her. She doesn't seem to be reliable. I don't know. I have a bad feeling about her. When I saw her I thought 'you will trust her and she will kick your ass' I know it sounds stupid, but that's what I feel." I avow.

"Maybe you should talk to Jade and give Bernadette a chance... Maybe she's a good person..." he tries.

"Maybe you're right... But you don't trust her. Please, don't give her too much confidence. It seems paranoid, I know, but I had a bad feeling and I don't wanna lose you. I need you. If I lose you know I don't know what to do. Please, do what I say." I'm sounding stupid, I know, but I'm afraid of losing him. I can't lose him now that I only have him.

"Ok, I will. And you won't lose me. Never. You'll never lose me. I'll be always here for you." He kissess me and I kiss him back. I'm so happy. I'm finally happy.

"Now I have to go. After solving that whole thing, come over and bring Jade. We'll be on the basement."

"Ok, see you later babe." I kiss him and I let him go.

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"Jade?" I say through the phone.

"Ah, it's you Sheena, what do you want?"

"I need to talk with you, can you come to my house?"

"Yeah sure. Give me ten minutes." She hangs up.

I can't let a bitch destroy my friendship with Jade. That won't happen. Ten minutes later someone knocks on the door, It's Jade.

"What do you want to talk about?" She steps in and I close the door.

"I'm sorry" I sight.

"What?" She asks with a confused ton.

"I'm sorry for what I said yesterday. I rushed myself. I said things about your friend before I knew her. I judged the book by its cover and not by reading it. I'm sorry. If it's your friend, it is someone of trust and I will trust her. Do you forgive me?" I lie. I won't trust her. I will pretend that I'll do. Seriously, I don't see myself trusting that bitch. Yeah I sound like I'm being stupid, but one day you will see that I'm right.

"How couldn't I forgive you? You're my fucking best friend! And I'm happy you're giving her a chance." We hug.

"Yeah, yeah... Slash invited us to go to their house, do want to?"

"Yeah sure"