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Chapter 41

Slash's POV

Seeing her lifeless, laid down on a hospital bed, in a hospital room, makes me weak.

Sheena is in a coma, and I can't do anything about it. All I can do is wait. Wait for her to wake up.

The doctor gave 10 minutes for each one of us to see her, so I'm standing in front of her body, grabbing her hand gently.

"Sheena, my love, I don't know if you can hear me, but I hope you can because I have so many things to say." I say, sitting down on the chair beside the bed.

"I've missed you. I've been missing you so fucking much, you have no idea. Life isn't the same without you. I need you. Please, when you wake up, come back. I don't care about what you did, I don't even wanna know, I just want you back. I can't lose you, you're all I need. You turned me into a better person, you turned me into Saul again, and when you left, I wasn't Saul anymore, I became Slash again. Sheena..." I can't hold it anymore and I start crying.

"Sheena, I don't want to be Slash, I want to be Saul. Please, tell me that you didn't try to kill yourself. When you wake up just tell me you didn't took those with with alcohol on purpose, it was an accident. I can't lose you, I just can't lose you. I can't. " I wipe the tear off my face with the back of my hand and set up from the chair.

"I love you, please wake up." I kiss her lips lightly and I walk to the door. "I love you." I say, looking back at her before leaving the room.

Steven's POV

"Hey Sheny." I say cheerful, closing the door behind me. "I miss you already. I know how these last two week have been awful. I know that, I was there and I could feel your pain just by looking into your green eyes. Your eyes are the prettiest eyes in the world, by the way. I thought Slash was about to kill me when he got in the hospital. But it's ok." I chuckle and sit down on a chair.
"You know, seeing that amount of coke on the coffee table broke my heart. That was a big amount of coke. You could die from overdose." I take a deep breath and look at her. She looks so peaceful but so lifeless. "I don't know why you took those pills with the whiskey, but I hope it was an accident and you didn't know it was Jack Daniels till the liquid got in your mouth." I grab her hand and squeeze it softly.

"I just want you to wake up and come back home. We all need you. Not just me, or just Slash. All of us need you. I need my sister back. I think I'm not being a great big brother, and I'm sorry about that." I sigh and get up. "I'll see you tomorrow, stay strong." I kiss her forehead like she used to do with me at night.

Izzy's POV

"Why?" That's the first thing I can say when I get in Sheena's room. "There was no need to do this, baby girl. You have a big life waiting for you. Death is not worth it, but you are. You are worth it. To be honest, you're the only thing worth it in this ugly world." I say, almost whispering and walking through the room.

"I'm sorry I haven't talked to you since you moved out, but I thought you needed space and I didn't want to pressure you." I sigh.

"They say that people in coma can hear us, so I'm going to tell you something I've never told anyone." Taking a deep breath, I find the guts to say the words. "Sheena, I love you. Not in the way you you love me. You love me as a friend, I love you much more than a friend. I love you in a way that I think friends shouldn't." Telling her those words make me feel lighter."You made me see the world in a different way. You made my day brighter, you illuminated my dark soul and I discovered that I have a heart. I know you'll never look at me as I look at you. But that doesn't matter anymore. What matters to me is your happiness. But you're not happy. If you were happy, you wouldn't do what you did. You know, you need to come back. You need him, he needs you and we need you both." I walk to the bed and kiss her cheek. "I love you, never forget that."

Axl's POV

"Hey little sis." I say, opening the door and facing Sheena's body laid down on the bed, lifeless. "I don't know why you did this, but I understand. Life isn't easy, the demons are loud and death seems our only way out. But it's not, and you'll understand that when you wake up. I miss you, though. I have some ideas for new songs and I want your help, so I hope you wake up soon." I stroke her beautiful dark hair smiling at her.

"I'm sorry, I haven't been a really good friend, but you are my little sister and, from now on, I'll be a good brother and protect you like one." I tilt my head down and kiss the top of her head.

"I hope tomorrow you'll be awake."

Jade's POV

"I'm sorry." I crack in tears when I see my best friend laid down on a bed looking more dead that alive. "I'm sorry. I know part of this is my fault. I'm sorry. I told you cruel things. Cruel lies. Slash is everything but nothing that I had told you. I judged the book by its cover. I did the opposite of what you taught me." I clean the tears off of my face.

"I hope you forgive me. I miss you Sheena. You're my best friend, we aren't suposse to be mad at each other for more than 24 hours." I gently wrap my arms around her, giving her a hug.

"I hope you can forgive me when you wake up."

Duff's POV

"Fuck." I mutter under my breath as I step inside the room. "What a terrible friend I am. I've been the worst, I know. If I didn't kiss you that night, you wouldn't be on this bed right now. You would be happy beside Slash. I'm sorry. I don't know why I did it." I sit down on the chair that is beside the bed and I glare my feet.

"I hadn't told Jade yet. I don't know when I'm going to do it. I feel bad for lying to her, but I can't tell her. I'll do it tomorrow, I hope. I'm done with this lie. Look at what this lie has done to us. You almost died and now you are in coma. I can't even look straight at my girlfriend's face. The best is to tell her. I'll lose her, but I've already lost her a long time ago. I think you should tell Slash too, but take your time. I know it's hard. But I know you will make it." I finally look up and face her. She's so beautiful. She looks like Sleeping Beauty.

"When you wake you, I beg you to forgive me, for my mistake. I know I destroyed your life, but I'll do everything to help you to re-build it." I get up from the chair and walk to the door.

"I'm sorry." I whisper.

These next few days will be tough.

A/N: hello, how are you? I'm dead but thanks for asking.

This chapter suck balls, I know and I'm sorry. I felt I had to do a chapter with everyone's POV talking about what they think about the situation.

My opinion: this situation sucks, bye.

Anyways
Although the horrible chapter

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