Be good for me

My bad

Swarming to school for Anna was like looking for a rack in a bundle of hay, want easy

Her friends said she was smoking but she wasn't outside or by her car, and she wasn't with her "boyfriend" I'm pretty sure he was ditching today anyways.

By the time the bell went I gave up I'll just walk home today.

I didn't have the courage to go to my locker because Ryan was standing there with Arabella my sisters best friend but I had a test tomorrow so I went anyways ignoring the consequences.

"Well if it isn't Tessa Brians" Arabella smirked pulling away from Ryan I nodded opening my locker "haven't seen your sister" she shrugged "that's fine I wasn't looking" Ryan chuckled "are you still you know a prude?" He smirked and I felt ashamed

I usually wasn't embarrassed about being a virgin but they way some people say it hurts "who told you?" He laughed "nobody just guessing thanks for the answer" I then felt worse "oh don't be sad some people like waiting" Arabella giggled sarcastically but  I didn't cry only walked away with my books.

"Oh there you are I was going to tell you I'm leaving I can't give you a ride" my sister giggled obviously high "that's fine I was going to walk" that caused her to frown "you don't need to be bitchy!" She gasped I rolled my eyes leaving her and walking home.

I made it home, running to my room it wasn't bad I was a virgin? It wasn't bad I've never made out? It's not bad I've only gotten kissed on the cheek? My inner thought weren't helping,

I looked at myself in the mirror, I was 5'6 with dark brown hair and almond skin my eyes were green but that didn't scream virgin

My hair was always in my face I didn't have bags but some peice a were shorter than others and got in my way.

I was skinny while my sister was curvy she was way prettier than me with her blue hair and perfectly tanned skin she had the prettiest grey eyes I hated when people compared us but look at me comparing my life away.

My whole life Annabella was always better than me at everything she had everything I wanted good looks, talent, popularity, boys. Meanwhile I got smarts, depression, anxiety, and clumsiness

My parents don't really mention that because Anna always gets drunk, high, and has had many pregnancy scares while I was the virgin.

She always had boys waiting for her, she has a boyfriend and cheats on him because she doesn't have guilt.

I hate the fact that I'm known as her little innocent sister who doesn't know shit I hate being compared.