Dorm 308

{ T H I R T E E N }

I started my mid semestral exam week more nicely because Harry and I agreed to start again and be friends. It is like my path has been cleared with debris of uncertainty. Its hard to live with someone you constantly want to avoid with.

I have been re-thinking my decision for the past four days since Harry apologized. Is it right that I said Yes to being friends again? Or is it a stupidity of me to be friends with him again when he did it thrice already?

And the dominating answer is still, I need a room to stay.

I may sound like I am using him for a place but seriously I do need a room to stay. That's why I forgave him because I don't know where to live if I left.

I am not using Harry.

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"Sure. Um, whatever." I replied after a complete five minute silence. I shook my head for saying yes but this is for the best.

I am completely shocked from his words.

"I thought you will say no. It took you five minutes to reply." He lightly chuckled.

"I was just flabbergasted." I explained. I was surprised that he said sorry more sincerely and especially, when he asked if we could start again. As friends of course. I think my stupidity is dominating my mind for forgiving Harry again so easily. But the look on his face made my anger and hatred disappear for a minute. And I kinda regretted my words. I hope Harry and I can really start again.

Everything is a whirlwind of events with us. Harry is the person I met in three months time and he is the person I had the most memories with in college.

I barely go out with the other people I met, like my block mates. And I haven't been in a verbal war between those people.

My first college party, my first drunken state and headache for the first day of classes. I met his friend Dan, Jen and Shay. I had been to his secret treehouse in the middle of the night. Harry has been sweet and cuddly with me. He took care of me. He saved me from my enraging father in the phone. Harry even helped me with my essay. He lets me stay in his dorm even if the risk of getting caught is huge - I have concluded that Harry Styles does have a heart even if he has a black hole inside him - He is the most annoying human on Earth. He called me names. He said sorry. He told me he didn't want to be with me. He wanted to start again and I said yes.

"Wow, big word."

"Just because I'm American doesn't mean I can't sport the British slang." I tried to lighten up the conversation.

"You did just great, Andrews." He chuckled

"Thank you, Styles."

And with that the mood was lifted.

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It it my last exam for this week. The exam lasted for four dreadful days - I don't even know how I survived it but I was glad that I survived it. Both Harry and I was occupied with studying but we are at peace.

I had a hard time studying because of the amount of notes and reviewers but I got through it without a breaking any bones. My teacher did said I did a great job in my exams and I wish I can continue my good work.

Harry had seriously become a nicer person to me since the conversation, but he is still the busiest guy I have ever met. Aside from my dad, whom I call at night thrice a week. He did say that work is stressful and it is pissing him off. I planned to go home and visit him during the weekends to spend some time with him.

Harry has been gone due to exams and newspaper finalization. Only the three of them, Vane, Elise and him are the ones who finalize the paper before publishing it in the campus and that is completely overtaking his time.