Like a Moth to a Flame (girlxgirl)

Chapter 12: Miss Austen can wait

Alicia’s Pov

“Uhmm uhmmmm”  I heard someone murmur it really felt good is like I'm hugging Sarah and we’re on her bed it was really amazing and I don’t want to wake up from this dream, then it hit me. Oh my god! I open my eyes immediately. It was really Sarah snuggling closely to me, whispering something I can’t understand.  It all comes back to me now, what happened last night. It was amazing; I mean not the part when she was half the time angry with me but the part when she basically told me that all her feelings for Mike had changed after our kiss. Well that’s what I thought right? Ughhh I really hate this I can’t able to know where I stand when she’s concern. How come I’m like this I can always tell about people thinks but when it comes to her I'm totally clueless.  I hate it how she makes me feel like I want to kiss her passionately then want to wring her neck the second she’s being absurd. Oh my god I really need to get out of here. What if her mum sees me that I’ve been spending the night here alone with her? I mean she’s basically my girlfriend and no one knows that this was just an arrangement. I don’t want her mum to think that we are you know doing something you know ugh I just don’t want to think about it.

As I was about to slide down the bed her arms gently hugged me so she’s snuggling closer to me. Her face is now on my nape and her breathing so hot and I can’t think of anything else. She’s murmuring something that still can’t quite understand any of it. Oh my God this is not happening! I can’t basically think straight when she’s doing it to me and I don’t want to take advantage of her. Don’t you dare kiss her! She’s asleep for crying out loud!  I gently take off her hands around my waist. When I was about to get off the bed her hands was back on my waist again and this time she’s starting to kiss my nape. Oh my freaking Go-! This is not happening! I really need to get out of here! “Don’t go..” she said hoarsely while still gently kissing my nape. Her eyes were close. Is she dreaming? Oh gosh this couldn’t be happening. She is so hot how can I not kiss her back? I said to myself. No you can’t she’ll get angry with you and for sure she will hold it against you that your taking advantage of her while she’s asleep.

“Please kiss me back...” she said hoarsely and all my restraints flush down like a toilet. I gently hold her chin and kiss her back. She’s still asleep but she responds hotly to my kiss. She gently grabs my head making the kiss hotter and torrid even in her sleep she’s fighting for dominance. I gently chuckle and that’s the time she went rigid. Uh oh! I gently open my eyes and saw her eyes wide open with shock written all over her face. She immediately jumps off the bed.

“Oh my god!” she shout

“sshhh before you say something can you just lower down your voice. Your parents might hear us and just to set the record straight I didn’t take advantage of you while you were sleeping.”  I said to her with a low voice.

“And what do you called that!” she hissed really trying to make her voice lower. Oh god she’s like a goddess when she’s angry her hair is tousled and she looks heavenly when she’s mad.

“What?” she said startled and now her face is flushed.

“What what?” I asked cautiously I think she heard what I was thinking.

“Never mind, what are you doing here? Did we...?”  She asked with a horrifying look on her face

“Oh god, no!” I exclaimed.  “You forget what happen last night?” you can tell that all that happen last night dawned in to her and her face now looking confuse and that’s my cue to answer her question looking face.

“I was about get off your bed and wake you up when all of a sudden you hug me and kiss me. And before you think that for a second I take advantage you, you told me to kiss you back so I did.”  Her face is now turning deep red and all over her chest. I realized that she’s wearing a tank top and you can basically see her cleavage which I'm not complaining. She realized where I’m looking at and immediately cover it with her both hands.