Like a Moth to a Flame (girlxgirl)

chapter five: black and white

"hey alice why are you attacking your brocolli? are you pmsing?" i heard maria said and they we're all laughing i even laugh a bit. when she heard me laugh she look at me angrily then look down back to her food. whats wrong with that girl one minute she's happy and the next she goes mad at you. i remember the way she kissed me at the janitors closet at first i was so shocked that she even kissed me let alone told me that she love me. i cant believed what she just said to me. i mean should i believe her? maybe she's just playing my heart. i know she just want to play around at my feelings expense. she's very good at it, she's been doing it like forever. i know this is all a game to her and i can never trust her. how can i? after all the things that she have done to me. does she really thinks that im naive enough to fall for any of her tricks. but that will be the last straw i mean im going to play her games but i promise that she will not win this time. i dont want to be a loser anymore. im going to win this. i can feel the numbness of my lips because of that kiss.  im not really expert about kissing i mean i never been kissed before but that kissed was so hot and sweet, i know it came from alicia but it was really a pretty hot kiss.

"hey sarah your blushing, do you also have someone kissing you before coming here like alicia?" maria said teasingly i blushed even more. its like they can read my mind. i look at alicia whose now looking at me longingly but change as quickly as lightning. she's now looking mad and hurt. why would she be mad at me at the same time look hurt. ugghhhh this girl is really hard to understand. unluckily for me that i ever get the chance to know a person as complicated as her. as i was about to answer maria when jaime showed up did and sit beside me.

"so what did i missed?" he asked while grabbing and eating my pretzels. i look at him angrily

"you know i hate it when you touch my food!" i said glaring at him. "whoah calm down princess, im just messing around. who is that guy?" he asked looking serious. he's like her sister they changed their mood as fast a chameleon. i can see why he's so serious. he's just jealous because he's sitting beside jeanne. " hi man, im mike jeanne's cousin!" mike said smiling at jaime "oh hi man! im jaime, sorry i was being rude to you its just that i dont want boys who i dont know talking to these girls right here" he said smiling now. yeah right there's only one particular girl that your protective off. "ohh its ok dude. i understand. so how long have you been with my cousin?" he asked that made us all shocked. everyone knows that they have feelings for each other but they are afraid to admit it. i dont know whats their issue but i never pry into this kind of things but its so obvious even a blind man can see that. "oh they're not together mike. they're just friends. you see jeanne and her sister are bestfriend." i said just to break the awkward silence between us. "oh im sorry, he just seemed like a jealous boyfriend awhile ago, anyway my bad." he said smiling and looking at jaime and jeanne. "so why you guys were not on the summer camp, i met sarah there and that quiet chick over there." he just not said that, why was he not warned by her cousin about her bestfriends attitude. "oh you mean alicia? well i was planning on going but i changed my mind the last minute, i just thought that they might need a little bonding time with my sister."jaime said smiling and glancing at alicia knowingly. what the, he never told me about that and why would he wants us to bond. i even begged for him to come with me. "but i guessed it was no use coz it seems as if they wanted to kill each other more." he continued while laughing as if it was a good joke.i still wonder why im still friends with him. he's so annoying like her sister.  "oh! is this the mike that you've been talking about awhile ago? the one that your lost in his deep blue eyes?" omg he did not just blurt it out. im so going to kill him right now. i can feel the hotness of my face. im pretty sure that im red as a tomato right now. "ohh she's blushing" everyone was now laughing even mike, except for alicia. she just look at me with a flash hurt look in her eyes but changes to a emotionless look. she just got up and headed outside the cafeteria. im really going to kill jaime right now. i got up and follow where alicia was going.