Grace - to him
My Cal,
You want to know how I spend most of my days baby? Trying to forget everything that happened that night. That way it hurts a hell of a lot less.
And it hurt a fucking lot baby I'm telling you.
So I spend my days trying to block the memories from my mind. One by one, it's a long and gruelling process. A painful job.
But aside from that you're on my mind like a record on repeat.
All the memories and amazing times we shared.
You, me, Ashton, Luke and Michael.
Those are times I'll never erase. Nor would I ever wish to forget, those I'll be sure to take to the grave with me.
I miss you Calum.
I miss you and your cuddles.
I miss how you'd stay over my house when I was feeling like I had nothing left, even though we knew my parents were just down the hall and that was a dangerous game to play.
I miss watching Ashton drag you along on his ridiculous adventures.
I miss breaking into random buildings with Michael just because we could and then running to your house to laugh about it.
I miss going over to Luke's house because I needed him for a pick me up, to cheer me up when my parents had made me feel worthless.
But more than anything, I miss you baby.
Love Gracie x
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Grace - Calum Hood (completed)
Fanfiction'One day you were here. Smiling, laughing and throwing Cheetos at me' 'Then you were gone Grace'
